I want to say I hate him, I want to say I never needed him, I wanted to day so many things but I would not only me lying to everyone but myself as well. I fell deeply in love with him, I really did need him, I wanted to tell him everything. All my efforts were wasted but that's fine cause I am slowly yet surely rebuilding myself to where I can say that I don't love you, I can say that I don't need you, and I can say that I can tell anyone everything. I will make him regret leavening me.
