•방탄소년단 ~ imagines•

Kim Namjoon

"What do you think bout this?", Namjoon asked....all I did was smile as a reply.

"Nah...I don't think it looks that good", he said.

"Hey try this on", I suggested.

"Wow not bad,thanks y/n"

"Of course Namjoon what are friends for", you said while smiling little did he know that there was pain behind that smile of yours.

"Do you think I should give her flowers??.....or maybe that will be too much.....should I brush my teeth again??", Namjoon asked, panicked.

"Maybe you shou-"

"Or maybe I should brush my teeth it's not like we are gonna kiss on the first date right??.....does my hair look okay??do I have something in my teeth??do I smell good...should I say 'hi' or 'good evening'???....y/n why r u not saying anything??"

"Well I would say something if you give me a chance"

"I am sorry I am just so nervous to be finally going out on a date with Lia",Namjoon said as he sat down next to you.

"it's okay..but now listen to me....you look great and just be yourself people like you for who you are and if she doesn't like you for who you are that means she has a terrible taste.....you can do this", you said as you pat his back

"Thanks y/n I don't know what I would've done with out you"

"I'm always there for you, we have been roommates since 8 years and best friends since I could ever remember.....of course I would help you whenever"

"Your the best y/n".....all I could do is smile to hide the pain of having your true love being someone elses...

"I will get going now I have to pick Lia up in 10 minutes", Namjoon said as he was putting on his shoes.

"Bye and remember to be yourself", you said as you waved him goodbye.

You were smiling until he left and then you had your breakdown which you were hiding in for such a long time.Then you did the classic- grabbed some ice-cream ordered pizza and invited yourself for a fun sleepover.

You slept after 30 mins of the movie and you would have slept till morning if you hadn't heard the door open.

"O hey Namjoon you back alread-WOW!!what happened to you", you asked as you checked Namjoon who looked miserable.

"Lia.....she......she was.....she was another guy......screaming someone".

"ooh", was all you could reply to that.

"Sit down Namjoon I will get you water", as soon as you were bout to get up Namjoon pulled you towards him "I love u y/n".....you were shook.

But then you said what u had to say , "As much as I wanna give my reply to that, we both know that tou are heartbroken and not in a good state to make any decisions you are just in desperate need of love and you probably do mean it but just for my sake....not now, treat the scar and then with a clear mind you can think bout it....okay?", u said while looking at Namjoon in the eye.

"fine....but only for you.....but now it won't b awkward between us....right??", he asked avoiding eye contact.

"Of course not silly..remember we are and we will always be friends first not matter what"

We spent a few hours talking and then we went to our rooms to sleep......but you couldn't sleep.

Only one thing was roaming in your brain, "Did he really mean it....??"

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So this is d first part once again I deeply apologize if u thought this wasn't good and just a waste of ur tym....but practice makes perfect so I guess I will have to write in order to get better....I literally stopped my self 13 tymes (yes I actually did count) to publish this chapter n pls give ur ideas cuz m clueless I just wrote this one on d basic ideas of all d imagines I have read so far....n tbh m out of ideas already so pls give u suggestions cuz I would really lyk to know what u guys think.....byeeee!!! ( I really don't know how to sign off..* Mentally slaps myself *)