•방탄소년단 ~ imagines•

Kim Seokjin

A/N: contains topic of self harm
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"y/n sweetheart I will be back at night but don't worry Seokjin is gonna come over and cook some food for you okay?", Your mum said as she gave you a kiss on the forehead and left for work

You smiled and nodded as you waved your mum goodbye and went and plopped yourself on the sofa.

You could take care of yourself. You are not a child anymore but maybe your mum is still scared and afraid from what happened before....

Your thoughts were interrupted as you heard the door knock.

"Must be Seokjin", you said to yourself

"Hello there y/n", he said as he gave you a smile.

You turned away ignoring him as he followed you in the house.

You sighed and sat back on the sofa where you were sitting earlier.

"Sooo you wanna do something??". Seokjin asked as he sat in front of you.

"Nothing...can you just leave me alone...just help yourself till mom comes back". You said as you flipped through the channels on the tv.

"Y/n your mom has left me to take care of you and that's my responsibility"

"I don't need anyone to take care of me... I am not a kid"

"But you are definitely acting like one". He said as he crossed his arms over his chest.

"Well if that's a bother to you then you can always leave nobody asked you to agree in taking care of me".

"I'm just trying to be a good person by doing so...I have no interest in taking care of someone who acts like a brat..maybe that's why your mother asks someone else to look after you"

Your eyes were filling up with tears of anger, frustration, sadness and all the negative emotions u could think of.

You stood up and so did Seokjin.

"Do you really know why my mother leaves me to go to work!?! Its because my dad used to return home drunk he used to.....he used to physically abuse me... and I didn't want my mum to know bout this so I kept quiet and endured the pain...I made myself stronger by harming myself so that when my dad hurt me it wouldn't hurt as much...I made myself stronger my hurting myself...when my mum came to know about this she left my dad and took me with her to start a fresh...she still has the fear that I might harm myself...and that's why she thought you can take care of me......laugh all you want at my pathetic story..go ahead and think I'm a lunatic for doing all of this". You said as you fell down to the floor breaking down in tears.

Seokjin just stood there dumbfounded. He didn't know anything about this.

Had he known anything about this he would've been careful with his words.

He didn't know how to confront her because the pain she had been through was quite difficult to understand.

All he could do was kneel down to her and take her in his warm embrace.

He didn't say anything.

He only rubbed her back with one hand and patted her head with his other hand until her sobbing calmed down.

"Soekjin..Why r u still here?? Don't you find hate me and find me  more weird after I told you everything??". You sniffled as u looked up to him.

He chuckled at how red your nose is.

"I am still here because I don't find you weird and I'm happy that u told me something which makes you uncomfortable to talk about... I can't understand no matter how hard I try to feel the pain you have been suffering all this while....and I know its something which you can't talk about without feeling miserable... and I can't just leave you after you told me this..that would make me a horrible person". He said as he still hugged you.

This was the first time you paid attention to his perfect features....it was like the sun behind him shined to compliment his look so perfectly that he looked too handsome to even exist. Finding a fault in his face was impossible.

You didn't realize you were starting him until he tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear.

You felt weird and tingly and blushed as you cleared your throat and looked away.

Seokjin stood up and helped you to stand up.

"Why don't you  take a small nap, while I make something to eat for the both of us??". He asked

"Sounds good."

You were about to leave but he grabbed your wrist and stopped you.

"Y/n, call me Jin instead of Seokjin yeah? Because people who are close to me and my heart call me that". Seo- JIN said as he smiled at you.

O my lord there goes that smile which makes you feel weird n tingly.

You were bout to leave but you stopped and turned around to find Jin still starting at you.

"Umm...thank you...Jin". You said before going to your room to finally have a peaceful sleep.

"Y/n-ah you sure are something special". Jin said to himself as he entered the kitchen.