The Love Story

Chapter 4: The Confession

I wanted to tell him how I felt. I wanted to let him know what I really felt for him. I wanted to prove I was better than Amelia. That I could make him happier. I thought about all the good things that could come out of it. I didn't think of any of the bad ones. I just wanted to think happy thoughts. I wanted to know that there is still hope out there. I didn't want to think he would reject my feelings. I knew it would probably come to that but I didn't want that going through my head at that moment. There was so much stuff going through my head I grabbed some paper and a pen and wrote the possible outcomes out. There was hope for a split second before realization. I would need a miracle before I can ever get a shot with him. I thought maybe I should answer his text messages and maybe tell him how I feel. I check the messages and answer

*In Text*

Elizabeth: Um Hello?

Henry: Whats wrong? What have I done wrong?

Elizabeth: Um it's nothing. Just wasn't feeling very well...

Henry: It wasn't because of what I told you right?

Elizabeth: Uh I mean I don't know.

Henry: If it is, I'm sorry

Elizabeth: It's nothing really. Just issues I guess

Henry: Issues with what?

Elizabeth: Uh you liking Amelia I think.

Henry: Wait, why?

Elizabeth: Ummm...

Henry: Yes?

Elizabeth: It's because I like you...

*Back to reality*

I threw my phone on my bed as far away as possible. I regretted telling him immediately. I was so scared of what would happen next. It felt like I couldn't breathe properly. I think I was having a panic attack. I wasn't sure though because I had never had one before. I was so scared of what was happening to me. I heard my phone go off. I didn't want to check it but I also wanted to. I didn't know what to do. I sat thinking for a while until I just grabbed my phone and checked. I read his text out loud. It said, "I don't know how I feel about this". I threw my phone and started crying. I knew this would happen. I shouldn't have said anything. I shouldn't have done any of this. What did I get myself into?

Hello, people reading this! If you have been reading this from the beginning when it first came out, I'm sorry for the delay of stuff. I have a lot of family stuff. I know I had a schedule but I will be starting school again shortly and I need my full attention to it. I will try to update as much as I can whenever I have time. So that means I will be working on this during lunch and free time in my class periods.