My cat hybrids (boy x boy) why don't we

Memories

Jack (p.o.v)
  I can tell that Zach's been acting different. He's still in the edge. He doesn't trust them fully which  is nonsense. They seem so nice. Well I hope there not pretending we've had some owners like that. Besides I'm starting to have slight feeling for Jonah. So I'm glad we're in this one while relationship thing even though I really don't understand it. So any way I woke to Zach crying on the bed. "Zach what's wrong why are you crying and sweating?" I asked concerned. "I-I-it was another n-n-n-nightmare" he said in a shaky breath. "Come here you want to cuddle with me and Daniel in cat form" I asked. For some reason cuddling in act form feels safer for us. "Y-yes please" he said. I crawled over to  Daniel and slightly pushed him. "What do you want I'm trying to sleep over here" he said half awake. "Zach had another nightmare and he was wondering if we could cuddle in cat form. With that Daniel shifted grabbed the blanket with his teeth and walked over to Zach. Zach shifted and later next to Daniel both waiting for me. "You guys can start with out me I have to go grab a drink of water". The minute I looked down I saw two sleeping cats. I walked downstairs only to see Jonah. "What are you doing up kitty" Jonah asked." First I have a name and second I could be asking you the same question". "Wow ok not really tired your trim shoot"."Zach had a nightmare and ended up waking is up. And it started making me think about our past" I said. "Come sit I want to know more about you guys past. Your all so jumpy" he said. I walked over to him and says down next to him. " well we all new each other from when we were younger. Our parents died of got captured same with our siblings we don't really know. Ever sense then we went to owner to owner. All the same beating us up. Starving us. But the worst thing is raping us. Not many kids can at they list there virginity and age 9. Zach seemed to get it the worst but me and Daniel got the fear share. But what both don't know is that when they were asleep the owner would wake me up and drag me his room. You could always smell the beer from his mouth. He would beat me and do things no one should ever do to a another  human being." When I finished I realized I was crying Jonah just say there shocked. I herd something from the steps and saw all the boys steering at me. Before I realized I had Zach and Daniel hugging me. "I'm so sorry we never new. I always wondered why would wake up limping even though the day before wasn't that bad I should have known" Daniel said crying. Zach said no words just say there hugging me. Before I new it all of us were in a group hug."gay guys you just want to sleep in ten couch all of us I kinda got really comfortable" Logan said I top of Corybn. "Ya I wounded why" Corybn said laughing." Ya I think j like that idea I said purring on Jonahs lap. And that night we all just slept all together huddled up.

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Hay guys sorry I haven't been updating often as I want to. Schools got me booked. And I'm also getting little bit of a writers block. Please is you have any ideas want please share. Thanks I hope you all have a great holiday.bye.