Verses of the Heart

Loving

Now what am I going to do about how I feel about you
With every passing day
The thought of you reminds me
That what we have might not be meant to be
A feeling of melancholy and excitement hits me the minute you walk into a room
The feel of you makes the world stop
But the world doesn't stop does it?
It keeps spinning and all my feelings are hanging in the balance
You are like a breath of fresh air
One that destroys everything in its wake
Just like you do to me
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I am drinking you in while you breathe me in
We are several versions of imperfect but perfect at the same time
We are like fire
The kind that cannot be quenched
we could burn cities to the ground and build them right back up
Nothing can come between us
The minute we were joined
All the God's rejoiced
We were not destined to be, we chose to be
And the universe is thankful for that choice
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The thing about love is
It does not  ask for permission
Love does not come knocking on the door
It just waltzes in
Like it owns the place
It consumes you and you feel it in every bone of your body
When it comes at first it seems strange
Even though you think you loved before
This time it's different
You smile more just by the thought of him/her
It's like the first time even though it's not
You begin to think with your heart and not your head
Every wall you built suddenly shatters
Hope swells in your chest every time he/she is near
You are suddenly glowing and the whole year seems like a summer vacation
And although love might hurt sometimes
It also heals you
And your mind soul and body are whole just by the feel of him/her
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This is the kind of love I used to dream about
The kind my mother told me about
She used to say when you find "your person" everything falls right into place, at the time I thought "that can't happen with me". What person anyway.
I don't believe in being destined for someone but I do believe I chose you because the minute I met you I knew you were the"person" my mother spoke about.
The kind of love I have for you is the kind of love that drives you to insanity but brings you back to your senses.
The kind That makes you fall in love with yourself as you fall in love with your partner. My life has meaning because of the love I have for you.
I love you no matter the time or the distance.
This Love is not a mistake because my very being is alive because of this love.
I love you with all of my soul, all of my being.
This is a love I would fight for.
Even when others say this love is a mistake I know that it's not.
Even when it puts me through hell I know I will get out of That hell alive because you are my heaven.
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I picked up a pen and did not know what to write about you
I cannot seem to do you justice with just words
Writing comes easy to me but with you I am not sure what to say
One line I have written over and over again about us
is how imperfectly perfect we are for each other
I don't know how you do it you know,
It is amazing how you make me feel
You made me dive into an abyss full of nothing but longing for you
And I was able to love
And be at peace with myself
this about how
The moment you were born,
it was destined somewhere in the stars
In the universe that you would make me happy
Even though it was for a minute
Even though it was for a second
And I thank the stars that it was for more
Than a minute
Or a second
You've brought joy and awesomeness
You are the perfect imperfect being
You are something that I love and can't
control
The need I have for you is completely overwhelming
My heart soul and body are yours
You are everything to me
You are mine and no one else's
And you were born today
And that alone makes the world a better place   

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Desire
Fire and Desire

It was you who threw our love into the fire
We used to burn for each other
But now our love is nothing but ash with a burnt-up feeling
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My body trembles beneath your touch
It burns where you touch
And burns where you don't
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Our love used to burn everything in its path
But now the wind quenches it
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We are like two burning bushes
Calling out to each other
Calling to the desire burning between us
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My lips are laced with fire
They're ready to burn every inch of your lips with a kiss
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We are getting to know each other with our bodies
They are dancing to a musical note only we understand
I want to drown in your arms
While I ride you into the sunset
Come for me baby, I'm calling to you
Fill me up until I forget what it means to be empty
Let every inch of my skin burn from your touch
The goddess in-between my thighs is making honey that comes for only you
When I reach my end
I will scream out your name
While I roll my head back in ecstasy
Come for me baby
I'm calling to you
My body is your home
Welcome baby
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I am in an abyss of nothing but longing for you
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Your lips taste like butter
They make mouths water
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I can't seem to reason
Your body calls to mine like a siren
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Every night I lay in a dark room
Thinking about how amazing it would be
If you were in this dark room with me
I turn over in my bed and lay in the empty spot you are supposed to be in
Baby did you know our skin regenerates every 27 days so my lips have no memories of your lips on mine
But my memories of you are skin deep
Do you remember how you pulled me into your arms?
How you held me by the waist and kissed me like my lips were an elixir that you were in desperate need of?
Do you remember how bad you wanted me?
How holding me in your arms drove you crazy?
Do you lay in a dark room like I do thinking about having me next to you?
Do you wish you could pull me into you so you could fulfill all of the fantasies running through your mind?
Baby, I hope you do because I do everyday
My need and desire for you grows more every day
But a whole ocean is in the way and no matter how much I dream and fantasize they don't seem to come true
But I know that when I do have you, it will be wonderful
And magic will be made between us.
I will look at you and say I have always been ready for you
And when your lips and hands start to explore all the other parts of me you've been dreaming about
I will lay down in that dark room welcoming you home
It won't just be a dark room anymore
it would be the room where all of my dreams came true.
- Long Distance