No. No, I did not just fucking do that. I just messaged the Phil Lester. I curled up in a ball. He's gonna hate me. I started to tear up. He's really gonna hate me. I really shouldn't have done that. Why? Why did I think I should've done that? I regret doing that.
Hopefully he won't see it, he probably gets lots of messages. But I want him to see it. I don't want him to think I'm weird, but I want him to be my friend.
He'd be my first real friend. That is if he even sees this message. Wow. Phil: my first friend.
Stop it, Dan. He hasn't even read it yet.
A few hours passed of me watching Phil's videos. The usual: Snokolasm, My Mum is a lobster, Cat face, 51 things in my room. Finally, I got to Robot Death Machine. The classic- I say classic but it only came out a month ago. That part where he started talking about his future- that really intrigued me. That guy must be really lucky to make such a big impact in Phil's life.
I scrolled back through twitter, looking back at my directs, I noticed something. Under my, "Do you wannabe friends," I saw a little 'read'.
Read. He read it. Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god. Phil fucking Lester read my message. Then I saw the little dots that meant he was typing showed up. Damn, my day keeps getting better and better.
DanIsNotOnFire: Hey do you wanna be friends?
AmazingPhil: Yeah, I'd like that, Ive seen you around twitter, we seem to have similar interests :)
Uhhhhhhhhh... help? What do I do? How do I answer? This can't take too long, he'll thing I'm weird if I leave him on read. Quick, Dan, think of a response. Uhhhhhhh...
DanIsNotOnFire: Wow... I didn't actually think youd reply to some boring kid like me lol Im glad you did though
Sent. Wait, was that the right thing to reply with? Come on Dan, be patient. Wait for a resonse dammit.
AmazingPhil: youre not boring :) I think we would make great friends.
Wait, oh my God that means he's seen my tweets which are literally all about him. He probably thinks I'm a weirdo. Shit.
DanIsNotOnFire: well im not very good at conversations, but I wanna continue talking to you but Idk wat to say im kinda socially awkward
AmazingPhil: That's fine, I guess ill talk to you tomorrow because its 1 am and im gonna go to bed
Oh, fuck, I forgot how late it was.
DanIsNotOnFire: Omg sorry for messaging you so late
AmazingPhil: Oh Its fine Byeee :)
DanIsNotOnFire: G'night! byeee
I just had a conversation with my idol. Holy shit.
