Once we were in the car Zander told me that he couldn't wait until we finally got back home. Home meaning the pack house. I don't know if I was entirely happy about living in the pack house. My mind wondered to how the other people would react to me constantly being there. It was no secret that I wasn't on their list of people they loved, or liked. I guess zander noticed my apprehension because he grabbed my thigh and began to stroke it soothingly. I relaxed but my mind was still in overdrive.
We finally arrived at my house, well my old house. There was a couple of people helping with the move. I jumped out of the car and ran up stairs to my now boxed up room. I looked around and memories came flooding back. I single tear dropped from my face. This was the house I grew up in. I probably was conceived and delivered here. This was the only thing I had left of my mother. This room was the only room that wasn't redecorated when my dad's mate. Maybe if I asked zander to make sure this room is never touched. As soon as the thought popped in my head Lauren came through the bedroom door with her clothes still on hangers. I was shocked to say the least. She greeted zander with a flirty smile and she just nodded her head at me. She proceeded to the now empty closet and began hanging her clothes.
"what are you doing in here Lauren?"
"oh daddy let me have your old room since it has its own bathroom and walk in closet." she smiled
To say I was livid would have been an understatement. I marched out of the room ignoring zander's calls. I stormed out of the house and ran. I didn't know where I was running to but I just was. My mind was blocking out everything around me. I came to a stop at the old ice cream stop my mom, my dad and I use to frequent. I went inside and ordered a banana split. My parents and I use to share this desert. My dad would get chocolate, mom vanilla and I'd get butter pecan. With lots of chocolate syrup and peanuts. I ordered and took a seat at the back of the shop. When my sundae was brought to me silent tears slid down my face. I felt the familiar tug in my head. Someone was trying to contact me through the mind link. I knew it wasn't zander because if he really wanted to contact me he could easily break those barriers down with his alpha powers.
I don't know how long I sat and reminisced about the past but within that time my entire ice cream had melted.
I opened my mind link and called out zander for him to come and get me. I waited and waited. He finally came and he looked angry, sad, and relieved. The tears had stopped long ago but the stains were still on my face. His hard expression softened and he was by my side cradling me to his chest. His alluring sent calmed me as well as got me aroused.
"kitten what's wrong?" I just sent him all of the images of my parents and I together and my thoughts about the room.
"kitten its just a room. The memories you have will forever be with you." I just nodded because I didn't agree. I haven't seen my mother in a long time. I needed her but she isn't here and my dad is too wrapped up in molding a perfect daughter out of Lauren and fucking her mother. Thinking this I made a promise to myself. I will not step back into that house ever again. I will not contact my father for anything. I will only talk to them when it is absolutely necessary. I disown my "parents" as parents because they were never there for me when I needed them.
"let's go I want to go to sleep" he nodded and helped me stand.
"you do realize that you will be punished when we get home right?" I just nodded.
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We arrived at the pack house and headed up stairs to our room. I guess my stuff was put away because I didn't see anything of mine. I went to the huge walk in closet and grabbed a random shirt of zander's and went to the bathroom. I stripped and turned the water on. I was waiting for the water to heat up when zander came in the bathroom naked. Not only was he naked but he was aroused and hard as a rock.
"knees now kitten" I loved the way he commanded me to do things. I fell to my knees and looked up at him with big eyes. he grabbed the back of my head and pulled my face forward towards his throbbing manhood. My mouth opened on its own accord. I took him in my mouth hungrily. He manly grunts added to my arousal. He pumped in and out of my mouth. I don't think I will ever get use to his addicting taste. He pushed deeper in my mouth he hit the back of my throat. I gagged but continued to pleasure him. When he finally came I swallowed everything he disposed into my mouth.
After swallowing I looked up to him for my next command.
"get in the shower now kitten" and with that he walked out of the bathroom. I washed myself thoroughly and shaved minus my mound since he was into hair.
After drying off I pulled on zander's shirt. I walked out of the bathroom and found zander naked on the bed stroking his dick. I turned and looked at the TV and he was watching porn. I was hurt. Was I not enough for him? I looked closely at the TV and realized it was him and I when we first found out we were mates. I blushed from the sounds I was making. I walked over to the bed and layed down. Zander and his grunts kept me from relaxing. I was on edge. I wanted to finally make love to zander. I don't know why he kept putting it off.
"zander" he looked at me with hooded eyes still stroking his dick. My mouth watered and my core began to throb.
"let's make love" was my eyes watched his hand movements.
I pulled off my shirt and carelessly through it to the ground.
I moved closer to him and kissed up and down his chest. I then straddled his torso and moved his hand out of the way.
"you really don't want this kitten because if I fuck you I'll be punishing you hard." I didn't care about the punishment I needed him and he didn't understand that. The burning began to get painful and I started to grind on his torso to extinguish the burn. I moaned at the contact I made with his lower stomach.
"zander baby it burns so much make it stop"
"kitten your going into heat" he growled and flipped us over so he was hovering above me. His hands trailed down my body stopping at my spread legs. He pushed them further apart and inserted a finger inside of me. My hips bucked off of the bed.
"yes" I moaned. Getting me wetter he inserted two move fingers. I cried out when I felt a pinch. He was moving so fast in me I was crying out in pleasure. When I was so close he pulled out and placed his fingers in my mouth. It was so erotic. He pushed his fingers in and out of my mouth.
"zander please" I begged. He removed his fingers from my mouth. He looked into my eyes and ran his enlarged cock against my clit. I purred in please. He began to probe my hole with the tip of his dick. My back arched as I braced myself for the pain to come. When none did I opened my closed eyes and zander was staring at me.
"what?" I questioned.
"I'm sorry kitten" and with that he rammed into me. The sudden pain had me screaming out. He shushed me and kissed all over my face. He stayed still. My insides began to get use to his size and I started to move my hips.
"fuck me zander" I moaned. That's when he lost all control and rammed into me hard. I gripped his shoulders when he stopped.
"hands and knees kitten" I moaned at his command. I guess I wasn't moving fast enough for his because he basically turn me on my stomach. He pulled my stomach up and pushed the back of my knees. He thrusted into me hard.
"harder zander hhhhhhaaardderrrr bbbbbbbbbbaaaaabbbbbbyyy yesss yeesss yess yeess right thereeeee. Ohhhhhh mmmy goooooooooddddd baby" I screamed. He pounded in me nonstop I came but he kept going riding out my orgasm. He turned me back onto my back and continued to pound into me. When my pussy tighten around him he bit my mark making me squirt as he came in me.
"wow" was all I could say. He collapsed on top of me. He was still inside of me as I drifted off to sleep.
'I love you'
'I love you more kitten' he said in the mind link.
