Emison: The Flashback Years

Baby trouble

Em's POV *2 months later*

I got her pregnant what the hell our we going to do. I made her an appointment just to really make sure. I'm going to pick her up from her house now. She gets in the car. "Ready?" I hold her hand. "Ready as I'll ever be." She takes a breath. I drive off and we go into the doctors. They call her name and we walk in.

I sit on the chair close to her table. The doctor puts that gel on her stomach. I look at the screen there's one tiny little human on it. Wow me and Ali are actually having a kid. I feel my heart swell at the sight of my kid on the screen. Ali squeezes my hand.

I rub the back of her hand with my thumb. *after the appointment* We head back to my car. "Em we're going to have a kid." She looks nervous. I hold her hand and drive off back to my house. "Yeah we are." I help her into the house. We lay in her bed just talking till night. I start to fall asleep with me and Ali just cuddling. I close my eyes and fall asleep

Ali's POV

I wait till I know she's sleeping. I get out of bed carefully not to wake her. I grab my coat and I kiss her head and leave the house. I just need some air to think. I can't raise a kid. I can barely take care of myself. I walk down the street from my house.

I take a breath looking around at all the christmas things around town. I sit on a bench and think for a second. What will my parents think. I sit and just think. I hear my phone go off. I pick it up "Ali where are you?" I hear a worried Emily asked me. "I'm sorry I needed to get some air to think, I'm in the center of the town." I sigh a little. " Okay I just wanted to know that you are okay." I rub my head "Okay I'll be home soon."

I hang up and get up. I walk across the street and starts to walk back home. I feel like someone is following me. I look behind me to see nothing. I walk faster. I hear footsteps right behind me. I slip on some ice and I fall forward. I don't hit my face though but my stomach hit the ground hard. Fuck no. I sit up and hold my stomach. For a second. I get up slowly. I see blood dripping a little. Oh fuck no please.

I get to the house and I run to my room. "Em we have a huge problem." She hops up scared. "What happened Ali." She goes over to me. I get tears holding my stomach " Em I fell on my stomach." I feel a sharp pain go through my body. She starts to freak out a little. She holds me bridal style and runs downstairs. I put my arms around her neck. She runs to the car. *two hours later*

Em's POV

The doctor told me to wait in the waiting room while they checked out Ali. Please let the baby be okay. They tell me I can come in. I walk in the room. The doctors leave. I see Ali with tears in her eyes. "Ali what happened." She takes a deep breath " I'm sorry Em this is my fault, we lost the baby because of me." I shake my head "This isn't your fault Ali you slip you needed air this is not your fault okay." I hold her hand. " I don't deserve to have someone like you."

*3 hours later*

Ali fell asleep sobbing in my chest. She thinks it's her fault we lost the baby. I don't blame her. She slip on ice. It's not like she meant to lose the baby. I rub her back and kiss her head. I hold her close. "My fault you deserve better." I hear her mumble sleeply. "Nothing is your fault." I kiss her head. She relaxes a little and cuddles more into me. I hold her and close my eyes. She nuzzles into my neck. I love her.

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There that's what I was going to do

So it's  sad 

Sorry I'm kinda in a sad writing mood

K love you bye