The inevitably of time is horrifying. I suppose not taking it into account may be a coping mechanism for most of us, but what does this ever accomplish? Hi, I'm Miami. And right now I'm balls deep into a code that I've never wanted to crack.
I call it way of coping, my mom calls it a bad habit, my father doesn't do it do begin with, and the rest of us simply write it off as another "relatable" fad to tweet about. When it comes to procrastination and why people do it, I'm sure your guess is a good as mine. And considering that I'm just a teenage idiot staring at a computer screen, that says a lot more than I think you're willing to admit.
I've failed more exams than I feel is mathematically possible to make up for, and I've been so troubled after all that's happened lately I've become even from dehydrated from crying. Ha.
Hi, don't take my shitty advice.
Truth:
Death is tragic.
Problem:
I've been finding it hard to carry out my daily tasks without feeling overly guilty.
Solution:
First thing. As impossible as it may sound. Exercise can be relaxing. When I go for walks or run as instructed by many, I still end up in tears some how. But intense physical movement actually clears my head. Funny how some of us work.
Music is another way to disconnect from the world. The only thing is, when music is too predictable, it's too easy to ignore. Try getting into a new artist or genre. Whether it be mindless or thought inducing, it helps (none of that instrumental crap though, words work best for most people that I know).
As someone who draws, I don't get why most people don't. As shit as you may think you are, building a skill isn't an investment you'll never see through. Think about it.
And finally, talk to someone you know will help. I'm lucky enough to have a few in my life personally, but I know not everyone does.
I hope there was something to gain from this? Have a nice Thursday.
