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Vivianna DeKelline. She's perfect. She's never noticed me; her eyes are always laid upon her boyfriend. Well I assume he's her boyfriend from all the times they're out together, all the times she's brought him to stay the night and all the noises I heard from her apartment during those nights. Vivianna is just beautiful. Geez, I sound like I'm madly in love with her. Well is it bad if I am? Not madly in love but I do have a huge crush on her. I feel like I'm back in middle school talking about crushes, I'm 19 for goodness sakes. If we were in middle school I would've spoken to her, but I am sat on the edge of my bed thinking about her. I can't talk to her, what would I say? Nothing, that's what I'd say, absolutely nothing. I'd open my mouth to talk and nothing would come out. Why do I have to be like this?

"Yo bro! Open up the door" Someone's fists were banging on my front door. I got off my bed and jogged over to the impatient person on the other side of the door.

"Can you not wait two seconds before you pound the door like that? I have neighbors" I opened the door

"Nope" Jordan smiled and walked in. Jordan is my best friend, we met in high school and we were able to stand each other so we became friends. He's the definition of a glow up. In high school, he wore those braces with the headgear, had the haircut Jim Carrey had in Dumb and Dumber and wore what everyone called 'very unfashionable' clothes. Now he has girls all over him, people from high school try to talk to him because he is now referred to as 'hot stuff'.

"What's up with you?" Jordan asked seeing I was caught up in my thoughts

"Nothing" I replied

"Ah, thinking about nothing, code for you were thinking about your hot neighbor" He chuckled

"Shut up" I rolled my eyes

"So you were. What was it this time? "Oh Vivianna notice me" or was it "Vivianna you're so beautiful, marry me"" He laughed

"You find that funny yeah?" I looked at him

"Extremely" He smiled

"Rebel Jackson" I said and his smile dropped. Rebel Jackson is a girl and I heard Jordan while he was with her, by accident of course, the things they were saying were very amusing to say the least.

"Okay, let's just play some PlayStation and I'm gonna get some pizza" Jordan said

"Sounds good" I smiled and grabbed the controllers while he ordered the pizza. Within 20 minutes our pizza was here, I went to answer the door while Jordan played.

"2 large pepperonis, one with pineapple, one with black olives" The man said and handed me the pizzas

"Thanks" I took them and put them on the counter top while I grabbed the money Jordan and I had set aside to pay.

"$15.40 sir" The delivery man said but his words were lost in the air when I saw Vivianna walk past. I couldn't help but watch her walk past for the short moment she was in eye sight.

"Sir?" I snapped out of my trance at the man's efforts to bring me back.

"Yes sorry 15.40?" I asked

"Yeah" He replied

"Here, keep the rest as tip" I said with a faint smile

"Thank you, have a good night" He took the money

"You too" I said and closed the door

"You gotta talk to her" Jordan said as I sat down on the sofa with the pizzas

"Iwould if I could" I sighed    

[a/n]

Okay so here is the first chapter, I hope you guys like it and leave a comment telling me what you think :)

I don't have an upload schedule but I'll try to do some every so often but I will be busy studying from now until my GCSE's so I don't know how much time I'll have but anyways enjoy 

Kez :)