Broken Girl

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I just had a dream.....more of a nightmare....

It was about my boyfriend....in the dream.... He cut and cut and wouldn't stop no matter how hard I tried to get him to....his brother was gonna help me sneak into his house to surprise him. Everyone knew but him. When I got there he wasn't in his room. He was in the bathroom. He took along time so someone went to go check on him...no answer. Everyone knocked down the door to find him life less on the floor. I went over to his body and kissed his forehead. He cut his arms then took some pills to try to commit suicide. They called 911. His dad rode in the ambulance with him. The rest of us went in a car following the ambulance. I was in tears. He died before we got to the hospital. They tried everything. A few days later was his funeral. At his funeral I killed myself next to his dead body. In real life I promised him I would die for him because I love him too much and I can't live without him. In the dream I really did it. I went through with it.

I woke up in tears.....my dream was so realistic I'm wondering if it was a dream....I felt the gun shot..... Idk how I feel right now.