Magic of Darkness: A Kylo ren fanfiction

Chapter 1: Desolation

I am a girl from the resistance. But the only reason I'm here is because there is nowhere else to go . This was the only place that it was possible to find solitude. The only place I could be accepted. But even here, I wasn't really. On the surface perhaps , but I never truly belonged with the stuff of legend. I'd love to prepare some amazing story of abandonment for the saving of the galaxy, or the quest to turn someone back to the light as many have before me. But it's not like that. I wasn't who my parents wanted me to be, so they left. I was just a disappointment. Dropped me off in the centre of my small village one day, about three kilometers away from a small and undiscovered the resistance base, and they didn't come back. Of course they didn't. They didn't care.

And the other devastatingly depressing thing is I'm not even talented enough to be a pilot. I'm just pitied by Organa so she keeps me on, trains me uselessly, and yet refuses to ever let me leave the base. No sisters, no brothers, no caring aunts or funny uncles or grandmothers that give you hot milk and biscuits or grandfathers that proclaim the majesty of the past. Just me, in a little tent on the outskirts of the resistance, as far out of range and out of sight as it was possible to be. Forgotten, desolated, in the smallest corner of the galaxy, in the quietest moment. I wanted to be able to like it but honestly I felt it so intensely unbearable. The resistance base on this planet is the least significant of all. A few seriously train, even fewer leave for battle . It's basically a shelter for unwanted souls.

So why would they come here?

The smallest and most insignificant resistance base is in turmoil. I may be ignorant but i can recognize the descriptions of that ship engraved in memory. I had regarded it then with most skepticism, questioning the likelihood and ambition of Kylo Ren really wanting to make his appearance here. Of all places. I'd been wrong to scoff and dismiss their worries so lightly. My memory is haunted by his image. Of course I've never met him before, but he has appeared in my dreams on and off for some years now. Too frequently of late. I hadn't questioned it. He struck fear into the hearts of everyone bearing a resistance badge and questioning his dictatorship. I thought it was normal, to dream. But he spoke to me. About things I couldn't remember in the morning but was sure to be important.

The sound of gunshots rang in my ears and although my position allowed me to run away, as the most insignificant and hopeless resistance pilot, I couldn't help creeping slowly towards the action. In a bleak and totally mundane life I wanted a glimpse of the glamour that came on the front line. Perhaps I could even save someone or two, that would help reassure my pitiful place in the pecking order.

I wasn't even scared of the guns.

Is that weird?

They were firing them at me and I wasn't even making an effort to repel them and still I did not suffer a single shot. Kinda like I was being protected, shielded, by a force logic says cannot exist but our minds have no place for logic.

I picked up a blaster and shot down at least twenty storm troopers.

To my utter amazement.

The pride was building and building inside me and I felt as if I had been waiting my entire life for this moment.

The swishing noise of a light saber pierced the silence with a deadly stroke. It was as red as it was possible for red to be. The red of innocent blood split in a fit of anger. The red of a wound in the snow. The red in bloodshot eyes as people cried over the easy replacement of tools and ships and masks but not of people.

He struck me down. This wasn't death. I was sure of it . There wasn't the light that you were supposed to see. Just black. Peaceful and conflicting black.

Well yeah.
I love Adam driver.
Kylo.
Just wanna make that point.
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