Happy birthday to my manz, ult bias, my main piece and so on👅
I am BEYOND happy to call you my ult bias and anything else I may call you. You deserve WAY more than the world.. which is me! 💁🏾♀️ Nah I'm playin😂😂
He makes me feel all bubbly inside. Whenever I think of him my stomach starts to twist or sink and my heart starts to speed up.
This is kinda weird but I actually love him (WAYY) more than a lot of my close friends. I feel as if I know him personally and have known him my whole life(I wish I did but he was like.. 🤔8 when I was 1😭😭) My dreams at night are ALWAYS of him.
My fantasies of him are mysterious, my dreams of him are mysterious, my love for him is mysterious.
I just don't get why I love this guy so much👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
Do you know how many boyfriends I could've had? I just rejected them because I know I couldn't handle trying to love them but, loving someone else more than them(?) I couldn't handle leading them on for a long time pretending to 'love' them but in reality I probably don't.. so me having a boyfriend is out of the picture as of right now.
Call me crazy but that's just how I feel.
I've never actually had a person to talk all of these feelings out to or just tell them how I feel. It's like I have all this built up emotion and I just can't seem to find another way to let it all out.
I even wrote a song using Bobby's song 'in love' as the instrumental expressing my love for him and to be honest, I killed the lyrics but I just can't sing or rap..😐😐Which is what I'm learning.
But enough of me, today is HIS day he's turning 22! Ew he's gettin olddd🤮🤮 I remember when he was 18 or 19 auditioning for SMTM3 some years ago but it felt like yesterday. My mans grew up WELL! I love him so much I wish him the best!
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