This mission is about revenge and to protect those of whom i do care about. The oath that i made long ago i must break. There was always a fear that one day i would have to break but i never thought that it would come so soon. Unfortunately that day has come and with the oath that breaks also comes all the hell that comes with it. I have looked at every other option but there is no other way to keep them safe. This all started last month when they first started to pop up at first i did not worried but then there numbers started to grow. That is another reason that i sent her away so she would not be hurt or see how i truley can be. When there numbers started to grow i called in a couple of favors to stall them for a while and for my friends to deal with them and give payback for a while. As time goes on i have noticed that a lot more are making it past my allies and that is when i knew that my time to find a plan is over. I do not fear that they will die fighting but i do not believe that they should stay much longer as the enemies are far stronger than i had anticipated. These relentless attacks have become such a bother in which i have already had to fight a little myself. The war may have just resumed again but the tide is not in our favor. I fear that if the tide does not shift soon that the war will be over before any of are even ready. There are few of us who remain but those who do are either in hiding or fighting and the fighting has been very difficult. Those who do remain are the bravest, wisest,strongest and most loyal people you have ever met. These all are the ones who are in the groups with each other and they are all thats left.
The wisest have made many break throughs in this war from technology to medicine. There has not been a problem that they have face that they haven't been able to overcome yet. They may have few numbers but they make up do it in their intellect. There fighting skills are not those of which u would want to use unless forced but there has been no need for them to fight in this war so far. Then there are the strongest who's wits only reach as long as the weapons reach. There shear force of power is enough to knock me off my feet and there technique is not that bad either. There numbers are the greatest among us all but that is not really that amazing seeing as every time they fight they lose half of there's due to the pure stupidity of them. They have never once retreated when that was vital to their survival instead they fight to the death. In some ways I find that very heroic but the saying live to fight another day has more meaning than fighting to the last breath. There are many victories that I will not deny them but there are more looses because of them.
Finally there are the bravest who may not go all out in battle but if u want someone cross enemy lies they are your men and women. There moves are silent and very helpful I can't say that I have ever seen a mission where one has been K.I.A they all watch each other backs that well.These brave few have shown teamwork that is a marvel. These are the true men and women who believe in one for all and all for one which in their case is understandable. They each have their own flaws but that means nothing because of how they fight as a team. As for the bravest of us who remain them i do not know much about. They are with us in battle and have always shown their bravery but never much on talking outside of battle. They tend to remain amongst themselves and seems to have a trust issue with anyone and everyone. This i can understand after how we have all been betrayed throughout our lives. This still causes unease through me though and worst of all i don't know where i belong. I am not without fear nor am i without the bravery it takes to be fighting. Then there is what i lack in strength i can make up for in intellect, but my intellect is far from those who are making the medicine and the weapons. Then there is my loyalty it is for the side in which i fight for but i can not say that id go back for someone except for very few people. So where do i belong and who do i try to fit in with even after considering all of this there is one last thing i must consider. That is the evil that lies within myself and what would happen if it were to come out. Finally i get word that some enemies are approaching from the south of us which i am grateful for because it will get my mind off of where i belong and onto something else. So as a new battle draws near so does the uncertainty of what i should do.Should i leave or should i stay? That answer will be shown soon enough until then i just have to keep fighting.
