She left because I was too stupid to take notice about her feelings... that's what she thought. But no.. I cared for her, I loved her... I was just scared to say it to her.
She's back but she no longer cares anymore, I was ready to make her mine, g...
"Tae sweetheart, would you mind getting a cake on the way home?" my mom called me and asked me to grab her a cake. She's been into cakes lately. I stopped by a cake shop and ordered her favorite cake, I asked the lady to wrap it up for me.
"That would be 50,000 krw sir," the lady told me and handed me the cake that is properly wrapped in a ribbon.
I grabbed my wallet when it dropped on the floor, I was about to get it when a man picked it up for me, "Here you go sir" the man handed it over to me and smiled. He's a beautiful man, he looked so respective with his suit and tie and a sleek hairstyle. (media)
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"Oh, thank you sir" I slightly bowed to him and turned back to the lady to pay for my cake. She handed me the cake and I walked my way out through the door.
"Did you finish the cake that I told you about?" the guy asked the lady as I was about to go, "Yes sir, here it is" the lady replied, "Y/N would be so happy to see this", I stopped walking when I heard her name. I looked back and the guy is already holding the cake, it's a strawberry cake... Y/N favorite, and then it hit me... today is her birthday. Is she back? Or is it just a pure coincidence? Maldo andwae. I shook my thoughts off and continued to walk.
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I went home with so many thoughts in my mind, it's been six years already since the last time I saw you. I tried looking for you but I can't seem to get a hold of you, your brothers are too scary and I don't want to ask them any of your information because I'm pretty sure they'll just ignore me.
I took a shower and went to bed with so many thoughts in mind. I grabbed my phone and searched your name through SNS and an article appeared just now with your name on it.
* The only son of CEO Jeon Shihyuk, Jeon Jungkook now engaged with the only heiress of Min Holdings Inc. * the article said, I opened the link and saw the familiar guy a while ago and you. The article said that Mr. Jeon was engaged for almost two months already but only decided to reveal it to the public due to the private life of his fiance. Your name was clearly shown along with your picture. You are still the same, even more beautiful, your eyes are shining and it says a lot of words, your smile is still as innocent as before. You were holding a flower in the picture and Mr. Jeon was looking so in love with you.
My heart sank and decided to close my phone. I don't have the energy to continue through the article as my heart is aching with what I saw. My feelings were right back then, that cake was for you. As gay as it may sound but I cried my sleep to sleep and woke up the next morning with a heavy heart. I wish I was just dreaming. I want everything to be a dream.
I stayed in bed and just thought of a lot of what ifs. What if I followed my heart that time and did not act like an asshole? What if we were in a different situation? What if I ran towards you when you were walking away? What if I held your hands? What if? What if? Ahhhhh my head is going to burst at this rate.
I was too coward to fight for my love for you. But I promised myself to make you mine 6 years ago, will it still happen? Or am I really too late?
