Skool Luv Affair

Chapter 4

J-Hope's POV
I brought my Hae Na to her room. I gently place her down on her queen sized bed. She grabs her bolster and hugs it tightly.

"Jeon Jungkook.... heheeheheheh...."

I stroked her head and felt her smooth and shiny hair. I said to myself, "my little Hae Na is so beautiful now." Looking at her growing up makes me happy and sad. I missed the times when she was little.

"Jeon Jungkook.... *hiccup* why don't you like me?"

I sighed. My Hae Na is really growing up fast becoming a woman. I closed her down and walked downstairs. I sat on the brown couch in front of Taehyung.

"Hoseok hyung, I'm really sorry. I know how much you love your sister and you always wanted to protect her but I-" Taehyung said as I stopped him.

"It's fine. Do you like my sister?" J-Hope asked.

"Hoseok hyung, it was a mistake." Taehyung mumbled.

"Then I hope you will stay away from her. I don't want you to play her feelings." said J-Hope.

He nodded his head feeling guilty. I sat next to him and patted his back. He gave me a slight smile and we took some shots of soju while talking about random things as usual. I decided that I should forget that incident.

Hae Na's/ your POV
What.... how did I get in my room? I don't remember anything. I try to retrieve my memories of what happend but I only can remember a little. I first threw the bottle cap and drank the soju then....em..... Taehyung snatched the bottle away. And after that I don't really remember everything else clearly. I remembered Oppa left the house with the rest. Gyu Ri too I think. Why would she? Wait.... I feel like Jungkook was there too. OH MY GOD I KISSED JUNGKOOK? Don't freak out chill fam. But wasn't it Kim Taehyung I was lying on? How did I kissed Jungkook if i was lying on him?

"Hae Na yaah, you're awake?" Hoseok oppa asked.

"Eo, was Jungkook here just now?" I asked.

"No why? You were drunk Hae Na. You're probably seeing things."

So he wasn't there. But I was sure I kissed him.

"Hae Na yaah, come down for dinner. Ohma and Appa are home."

"Ne, I will fix my hair first."

I brushed my hair and went down for dinner.

After a month, my life was a little different. Maybe a lot different. I don't know why but AHHHHH Jungkook is talkimg to me. We were getting closer and I'm no longer heart broken. Gyu Ri started talking and hanging out with Jin oppa more often but they aren't dating. We are starting to go to Jin and Suga oppa's college more often. Suga oppa as usual showing his cold side to us. Kim Taehyung, he em.... Doesn't disturb me anymore. It's like he is trying to avoid me. I'm quite happy that he isn't bothering me but at the same time I felt something was missing.

One day I was running in to the college with Gyu Ri and suddenly I accidentally bumped my head on Suga Oppa.

"Mianhaeyo oppa." I said.

He turned his back to me and walked away. I told Hoseok hyung I'll follow him and asked him to wait for us there. I continued finding Suga oppa and I saw him sitting at a corner crying.

"Syuu.... Syub.... Suga Oppa?"

"Go away!" he said to me.

I sat next to him and patted his back.

"If you're sad, you shouldn't hold it in. You have my shoulder to cry on Suga oppa." I said trying to console him.

"Please leave! You won't understand." he said furiously.

"Syub.... Suga Oppa, please tell me everything. I'll listen to you. I won't say anything I promise. I'll just listen and after you're done I won't say anything to the others."

"Why should I?" he asked

"It hurts more when you hide it in. It hurts more if you cry alone. It hurts more if you never confront about it but it hurts less when you share your burden with someone."

He burries his face in my neck. I felt warm tears on my shoulder. I stroked his head trying to calm him down.

"She... She died...." he said.

"Who?" I asked.

"The person who I cherish most."

"What happened to her?"

"We loved each other. I always wanted to ask her out but I was shy. One day she... She..."

"I get it, thanks for sharing your burden with me" I said.

We went back out to meet the rest. Hoseok oppa what took us so long. I told them I need to use the restroom. Then Gyu Ri whispered in my ears, "Perhaps did your monthly thing came?" I shouted "GYU RI!"

"I'm sorry I was just guessing." she said.

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