Skool Luv Affair

Chapter 24

Jung Hae Na's POV

I was applying make up while Tae was trailing kisses down my neck to my shoulder.

"Tae, stop it. What if Hoseok Oppa see us?" I pushed him away and he pouted.

"I'm just being a romantic boyfriend." Tae said and gave me a peck on my cheek making me blush.

"Oppa has been suspicious of us these days, Tae. And who told you we're dating?" I replied as I dabbed more foundation on my cheek.

"We are dating. We've been going out for a week now." Tae said.

"Look, I know you want us to be official and want it to but we can't. Kookie is not giving up on me and Suga Oppa lik- I mean...nothing." Gosh...I almost told him.

If he knew he wouldn't let me stay close with Suga Oppa anymore. I feel guilty for leading him to like me. He's been hurt because of Joo Won's death and now I'm the next to crush his heart. How many people am I going to hurt?

If only I just like Kookie...

Everything will be normal.

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"Kookie... please stop..." I lowered my voice as he brought me my favourite tteokbokki here.

"Stop what?" Kookie asked pretending not to know.

"Stop being so nice to me! You're making me feel bad." I felt so guilty.

Now it's even more difficult for me to tell everyone about me and Tae.

"If you feel bad for me you wouldn't have broke up with me!" Kookie fired back with his eyes watery.

Shit jungkook... Why?

"Jeon Jungkook stop it! I don't wanna hurt you any longer! What's the point of dating if there's no love in it?!"

I didn't mean to be harsh. I just hate myself so much for hurting him. I can't afford to hurt him anymore. I'm such a bitch. I shouldn't have played with his feelings. Maybe if I was hard on him he will leave me? Even if he hates me to death, I rather let him do that than suffer because he loves me.

"N-nana..." Kookie sobbed.

"Don't call me that Jungkook. I thought we could be professional about this and become friends but seems like we can't. From now onwards I don't know you Jungkook-ssi." I said making my heart shatter into pieces and I'm sure his turn to dust.

I couldn't control my emotions and I started breaking down Infront of him and so does he.

"You don't mean it Nana. I know you don't. This isn't you but...if that what you want, I'll try to let that happen." Kookie let a few tears slipped of his sore eyes and left the house without the food.

I just dropped down and cried hard. Why am I like this? I'm such a horrible person.

"Hae Na? What's wrong?!" I heard Hoseok Oppa panicked and ran towards me hugging me tight.

"O-oppa...I'm such a terrible shit." I cried onto his shoulders.

He patted my back and strokes my hair calming me down but I still sobbed into his shirt.

"What happened my baby sister?" Hoseok Oppa asked and I took a few breaths before I answered.

"I-i...broke up with Kookie..." I finally said it.

Hoseok Oppa's eyes were wide opened and he blinked a few times before coming back to reality.

"Why?" He asked.

"I don't love him. All I did was liked him but now I fell nothing for him. I can't see him more than a brother." I cried again and Hoseok Oppa just hugged me again.

"Don't worry Hae Na... It's your choice to make don't feel bad. Just don't hurt his feelings any worse. Is there another boy in your mind?" Hoseok Oppa asked as if he could read my mind.

"Y-yes..." I stuttered.

"Who?"

"You don't wanna know..."

"Tell me Hae Na. Im your brother."

"You w-wont hate me right?"

"Of course I won't you're my baby sister."

"T-tae..."

"SAY WHAT?" Hoseok Oppa's jaw dropped and I looked down feeling ashamed.

"H-hae na... That's just... No... He can't be...aren't you guys....wait what?"

"Oppa, we're secretly dating. I love him and he does too but he's been begging me to tell everyone lately but I just can't bring myself to do it." I sobbed a little.

"Oh my- I don't know what to say..." Hoseok Oppa looked lost.

"And worse case... Suga Oppa confessed to me too." I said because I know I can trust him.

"YO WHAT?" Hoseok Oppa freaked out.

"Oppa chill... You're not helping..." I whined.

"Oh right right...uhm... When did you Hae Na get so popular?" Hoseok Oppa asked making me scoffed.

"Oppa... Is that all you can say?" I asked.

"uhmm...I really don't know what to say...well, for now...don't tell anyone about your relationship with Taehyungie and Suga Hyung...just don't be as close to him like last time. Hang out less around him and Jungkookie... don't start a topic with him and things will get awkward so...that might work." Hoseok Oppa basically rapped that out making me gasped.

"O-okay... I'll try... And Tae is coming around this time." I said as Oppa hugged me and I hugged back.

He's the best.

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Lol.... I just felt like updating today or else I wouldn't... It's been long.

And love yourself tear is out!

-Brianna