From the age of 10, Deja took a liking to her brothers best friend Brody. He would always pick her up from school while her brother "worked". Brody was 16 and was well loved by all the girls in the neighborhood . To him , Deja would always be Devin...
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We sat in the car and I just held her as she cried , she had never really opened up to me like this and I was in shock. I never realized that she was in so much pain. She never gave me deeper than her surface . I immediately felt bad for the way I've treated her . Taking out my phone I texted Kelsey and told her not to hit my phone no more and put her on the blocked list . I needed to focus on my girl and her needs .
"So what you wanna do about the baby?" , I asked after she wiped her tears and we pulled off .
"I don't want it "
"Why ? You don't think I'm gonna step up Jai, really ?"
"It has nothing to do with you, I just don't know . We've been rocky for a while and I don't wanna be left home with a baby all the time while you run the streets"
I just stared out at the street and thought about what she said . I honestly wasn't ready for a baby right now either but it was ultimately her decision . I can't really say I was in love with her because I was fucking on all these other hoes.
"Yeah, I feel maybe another time . I want you to get some help , talk to someone ", I told her
I pulled off and drove back to Jai's car was parked around the way. Once we got there I followed her back to her crib and she jumped in the truck with me back to Jersey. I think I can take a few days off , so we can get to know each other again.
"I'm thinking we chill around the house and reconnect , I know that sound corner but I just feel like we need to ", I spoke and nodded . Before I knew it I heard soft snores , she was knocked out .
I continued to drive just thinking. I'm not gonna lie , I hadn't heard from Deja since she left for college and I kinda missed her. Growing up she was attached to my hip and I never appreciated that until now. However , I wanted her happy she was a good girl and this life had already fucked up her mental.
Deja..
Laying across my bed on my laptop with some Beats headphone listening to this new NBA Youngboy . I was finishing this paper I had due at the end of the week. I never thought I'd say this but I miss New York , winter break was in a couple weeks and I think I was ready see my family .
"Deja, you tryna ride down to Baltimore with me and Angel?", Solana barged in my room asking
"Really bitch you don't knock"
"Girl you had those headphones on all day . It's 6 , we driving down to Baltimore you down"
I looked at the time on my IPhone 7 and then my page count on Word. I had 7 pages already to my 10 page paper . I could use a break .
