"Why did you tell me it was a mistake"
"Cause I had different things going on in my head like you didnt like it, or you thought it was all to early, I didn't want to get to attach to something I could lose I dont even have yet but that wasn't possible"he says
"Askel you hurt me with even knowing ,you made me feel so rejected, you take me as a joke ,you think of me as a girl that sleeps around with any guys it all hurts"I didnt even know when I was shouting
"You always had a way to hurt me or make me feel bad about myself or something I am guessing you wanna know why I pushed you away so many times "I paused as he eyes were boring into mine
"Here is the answer you have been looking for ,I'm so fucking scared you will play with my feelings like you always do and break me,I'm scared of been broken ,in scared you'll take me for a joke like you always do,yell at me all the time tell me why wouldn't I "I asked him his eyes still deep in mine
"I'm sorry for making you feel that way I truly am, I already told you I dont play with your feelings Rain I meant everything I said to you yeah I was flirting but I meant it "
"You don't why are you doing this"
"Fuck it ,Rain I fucking like you a lot more than you think i do,and I know I'm fucking jealous and I talk crazy when I'm angry I am sorry for what I said to you yearstday I definitely dont think of you like that" he pauses
"I was just so mad and angry, I didnt like seeing you with other guys I only wanted you for my self I'm scared of loosing you as what we are now or whatever"
"I felt hurt when you thought of me as a fuck boy ,when you said those mean things just to ensure your want nothing to do with me you went so fucking far I felt anger, your one of the reasons why I always get mood swings Rain sometimes I just try hard to not think of you it doesn't ever work ,it try to not fall for you ,I show anger towards you ,It doesn't even work I still end up falling harder than ever"
"It hurt when I asked you on dates in a very coded way but you wouldn't even answer it hurt when you went so fucking far to make me hate you but it didnt work you just brought us closer ,I know now you don't believe me "I dont know I'm confused
"Askel...I dont know "
"I like you alot Rain ,I love it when we kiss,I like you being bossy ,I like it when your being annoying it just makes you look cute ,I like your smile,laugh , your dimple, your flawless body,your nicely shaped ass"he chuckles
I couldn't help but laugh he always has a way to make me Laugh as I slapped him slightly on his chest I didnt even notice he was close to me cause I was so caught up in his beautiful eyes
"I like it when I have to hold your waist and feel your curves ,I like it when your in my clothes, I like everything about you ,I like you Rain"
He moved closer to wrapping his arm around my waist resting his for head on mine
"Rain ,I'm so sorry for hurting you in any way"he says
"Me to I'm so sorry ,for ever being a bitch and for yearstday"I tell him ,thus should perfectly be the best time I like him to a Lot
He presses his lips on mine I'm a sweet kiss ,I kissed him back ,our mouth moving in sigh with each other
His tounge exploring my mouth ,he pulls my body closer to his I put my arms around his next enjoying the kiss ,I pulled away from the kiss we we're both phanting hard he was still confused why I pulled away
"I like you Askel like so much ,like a lot"he chuckles making me smile He puts his lips back on mine. "I like you more "he mutters in the kiss as I smile
"Rain"he says almost a whisper as he leans his name head on mine. "mmm"I answered
"Will you be my girlfriend"I removed my for head from his looking at him ,I could tell he was scared that I would reject him ,I wasn't going to do that I think today is the happiest day of my life
"Yes ,but first your going to have to clean up your mess"I say reffering to the room he smiles but frowns
He pulls out his phone from his pocket knowing exactly what he was going to do
"Yourself ,not to call cleaning agent"he frowns at me keeping his phone back in his pocket
He looks up at me letting out a big sigh
"How do u expect me to clean up with my hands like this "he pouts
I smile walking closer to him. "you'll be fine besides there is extra bandage"I laugh as he from
"Really?"he skef as I nod my head he looks so cute
"yeah its just cleaning"
"Why dont you do it"
"Its not my mess"I laugh at him
"What re you gonna be doing"he asked.me
"Um watching you clean if course"
"Ugh.. I guess I dont have a choice" he kisses me one last time before leaving the bathroom.
I'm happy st least all this confusion will end and I can finally call Askel mine ,my boyfriend that sounds so good to the ears
All thanks to Ellie for calling me here
Now I just hope this relationship goes smoothly this is my frist relationship ever Askel stole my first kiss now he is my boyfriend
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Roman pour Adolescents"Love is worthless and has no meaning"he says tucking his hand in his pocket "Thats what you think"I try to convince Meet Rain Serene Ethel collage girl with a not so normal life she has pratically everything wealth, although from her rich and we...
