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Confused when you sended me" I"
And for a sec.  I asked why?
You didnt answer
you left me hanging asking why?
On the next day
You sended me "love"
I had to blinked twice to see if its real, then it is.
My heart is beating abnormally
Im speechless but then it hit me
I was assuming things ,again..
So out of the blue I asked.
"Are u okay ? Lol"
Then again he left me hanging
He's getting on my nerves ,I said.
On the next day again
It felt like i was waiting for something, then he sended me " you"
I was smiling seeing his icon flash,
Without realizing things I was already crying.

Tears were flowing
I was already crying hard.
When I saw his last message

"goodbye.."

I m out of my mind ,
I was scooping into his profile
When I saw his relatives were posting.

"you will be miss,Rest in Peace"

Why...
The only thing that goes in my mind,
Im asking myself what ,
"What had happen? "

I continued scooping into his profile and saw,

Lung cancer .. I read (red)

Out of millions of people,
Why you?

Now I know.
The words he was trying to tell

Words that I was to slow to get

"I.Love.You.Goodbye"

Oh baby,  why didn't you told me this when you were alive?

I have been waiting my whole life,

I thought when I could see you sending me "iloveyou" would be a bliss.
But it ended  up worst than I think

12:00 am

I love you too, I will forever miss you.
You may now rest in peace, I will now gladly want to follow you.
Dont worry Im not gonna kill myself. And you were never alone afterall.

I look up in the ceiling
As my tears are falling

As I continued saying

Stage 4 leukemia.

Yet I still remain smiling.

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