Untitled Part 1

Entry 1

"I was falling into darkness when I met him. After that, he changed the path, I was only falling for him and not my demons."

I always think back to when I met him... when I felt so low like I was fading away. Our hearts burned so brightly for each other, like stars full of love that eventually burst like the supernova and left us with its shattering remain. I remember sitting in the library reading what used to be my favorite book.

"As kids, we loved the heroes, but as teenagers, we understand the villains." I heard, looking behind me I saw him, he was talking about my book.

"you've read this?" I asked in shock

"of course I have" he chuckled "Though not many people around here have" he spoke as he laughed once more.

We started getting closer after that, not much time had passed until I realized I had feelings for him, subtle signs that I did. Butterflies in my stomach, my heart started to race when we were together, stutter... etc I never really had a long-time crush but him... he was different. He was on my mind all the time, not a moment went by where my mind didn't wander to him. Though we had our differences we got along. If I hadn't tried something he would have me try it and the same with me to him.

I never really thought much of it because I didn't want to ruin our friendship but then I would realize I would get jealous when he talked about other girls or when he made some comment about a girl when we were together.

Then I realized we had a problem... I loved him too early, and he loved me too late.