Just Admit It, Shepherd

Oneshot

The moment I entered the room there she was laying, sleeping peacefully, her little body in a fetal position showing that she was cold. Her face was calm, I can say that she's the cutest person I ever met, I just wish I could tell her that.
I wish I could tell her how I feel when we're at the same room, I can't stop looking at her blue eyes and her dimples. Sometimes I just can't believe that she's real. I just can't continue acting like I don't want to rip off her clothes and fuck her every time she's next to me.
Someway she's the most beautiful woman at this hospital and I can tell that she's brilliant, Amelia Shepherd is something else. No woman ever made me feel the way she does.
Two weeks ago, she came down the stairs and called me to show the plan to remove Dr. Hermans tumor. Despite the big surgery, she was calm and I couldn't stop looking at her face, her gorgeous face.
I had never thought of her this way until that moment. By that time what I wanted to do was push her in that table and make her moan my name the loudest she could, to everyone know that she was being pleasured by me.
She's straight, obviously, I know that thinking of her in this way was shades of wrong, but I couldn't help, she just doesn't let.
She doesn't stop winking at me, biting her lip not in purpose, but making me shiver by her actions, she doesn't stop being close to me and kissing my cheeks. I'm not sure how much time I can tolerate this, that sexual frustration is driving me crazy, Amelia's driving me crazy.
But again, we're not even friends, how could she feel the same way?
Right in that moment I heard she murmur something that made me pay attention and stop my dirty thoughts about her.
"Arizona" she said quiet at her sleep. Oh my god, had she seen me? I was so scared, but then I heard again, but this time it was loud.
"Ar-Arizona" she moaned and I couldn't believe what I was hearing, was she moaning my name?
Then she woke up, and looked at me, I was sitting at a sofa in front of the on-call room bed she was laying in.
"hey Dr. Robbins" she said a little ashamed.
"Sleeping well Dr. Shepherd?" i asked smirking a little at her concerned face. "Heard you murmuring something" she looked away from me.
"nightmare, you know" she murmured and shoved both of her hands at her brown hair.
"Oh, am I that bad?" i asked and she looked at me again, while I was pretending that I didn't know she was having a sex dream.
"you heard..." she affirmed "oh my god" I could hear she murmur.
"what's it Dr. Shepherd?" i said getting up and walking towards her.
"nothing" she said and smiled at me, trying to avoid this talk.
"oh, so you weren't moaning my name?" I muttered and watched her face turn red.
"what? no" she said almost trying to sound grossed.
"you've got the hots on me, just admit it, Shepherd" i joked but she continued with a serious face.
"well, since you're not talking I will assume that it's true" I said and got a sit beside her.
I got closer to her body and kissed her lips, a fierce and hot kiss. My tongue tasted her sweet lips and explored every inch of her mouth.
I laid my hand at her waist while my fingertips were at the hem of Amelia's shirt, going further and further, until I cupped one of her breasts with my hand, making her moan.
"am I doing right?" I whispered at her ear "was I doing like that in your dream?" i continued by kissing her neck, then removing her shirt.
And there she was, half naked in front of me,  her beautiful breasts wanting to be pleased by my lips. I sucked both of her hard nipples, her heart was beating so fast, I can assume that she was liking it. I licked the middle of her breasts making her moan.
"I'm all sweat Dr. Robbins" she murmured and I laughed.
"Well, it's funny you calling me that" I said playful "You can call me Arizona, Amelia" she nodded but she wasn't paying attention at all. 
Then I was back licking every inch of her body, kissing her feet, than her legs, her inner thigh, until I reached her center, stopping there. I got back to her lips and heard her groan.
My hands slowly reached her soaked panties, felling her wetness in my fingers.
"you're soaking Amelia, does your dream did that to you?" i said kissing her, than I put two fingers inside her wet folds.
"Oh my god, yeah Arizona" she moaned at my touch.
"yeah?" I asked "you like this way?" I whispered stroking a third finger inside of her, my thumb moving in circles at her bundle of nerves.
I can't say that I wasn't enjoying it, Amelia moaning desperately at my hands, arching her back while I pleasured her.
I got her up and laid her front in the desk that was beside the bed, her nipples in contact with the cold wood.
Without waiting more, I inserted three fingers inside her and moved them fast, wanting her to feel how I wanted her. I'm sure everyone near that room could hear the brunette screaming.
"Arizona" she screamed and with my other hand i held her brown hair, curling my fingers inside her. I could feel her walls get thigh around my fingers when she came in my hand. Her juices running down her legs.
I licked my fingers tasting her sweet juices. Her face was sweat and she was looking right inside my eyes.
"You're pretty loud, Dr. Shepherd" I murmured and she smiled, laughing a little. No words were necessary, we knew since that moment we wouldn't stop anymore. I can not let my hands away from her.