The light to my glow sticks

Chapter 4 Loving straight people

Chloe instinctively went running after her knowing all too well that Beca wouldn't want to be comforted but still Chloe couldn't resist seeing her best friend like that and wanted to try her luck at comforting her for whatever raison had made her feel sad especially since Beca isn't the type to be all emotional and stuff like that. Beca felt her heart beating faster, she felt her body getting tense and she decided the best opinion was to head straight for the women's bathroom. Chloe still following came to a stop when arriving in front of the bathroom door thinking that she shouldn't invade Beca's personal space plus she was in the bathroom she couldn't invade her in her bathroom stall that was too much well at least not yet she wasn't used to people being touchy feely and she understood that Beca purposefully went into the bathroom so she would feel that she couldn't come in. Beca felt angry at Chloe since she felt like she was like she was becoming like her parents. She thought to herself that she could never be able to love someone and be like her parents who said I love you to each other but didn't mean it at all it was all just for show. Why did Chloe not tell her that she was with someone Beca would had stopped herself from falling in love with her or at least try to not too in love with her and hide it deep down. Why does it always happen to her? She is always the one to fall in love with straight people. The fact that Chloe was sending mixed signals when she was with Beca she seemed as straight as a circle and when she wasn't she looked straight maybe she was bi but when you have the choice between both gender why would she pick an ugly obnoxious girl like myself Beca said to herself. A few days passed by and the Bellas didn't have a rehearsal so Beca spent all of her days in her dorm making remixes without getting up or speaking to anybody except if she had class which some she skipped like psychology and or if she needed food and couldn't order. Chloe felt worried what had she done to make Beca this sad and frustrated towards her or who had made her feel that way because if she knew she would beat up that person. Chloe was re running the scene of her and Tom talking and then turning around to see Beca but why was Beca sad that Chloe was with Tom she is straight so I don't think would mind if I am with tom Chloe thought. What Chloe didn't know was that Beca was as straight as a circle and Jesse was as bad as Chloe to understand social cues that someone wasn't interested in them. Today was the day before the rehearsal and Beca had been crying since the night before the whole night her life was really fucking shit right now it felt like her whole world had fallen apart. Chloe was the only thing keeping her alive. Beca had struggled with depression in the past which didn't help her at all in the situation. Luckily Chloe was missing Beca too so she took the first step and asked Beca if she wanted to study together at the quad in like 30 minutes. Beca decided she would face her fear of meeting Chloe again and went to take a nice shower to remove the obnoxious odor of pizza and alcohol that followed her around. She put on a leather jacket, white low v neck which was deep enough to see a bit of cleavage, black converse and black jeans. She then headed to the quad with clammy hands, puffy red eyes, no makeup, her hair was all tangled up and unclean which didn't help her conceal her true state of mind at the moment. Chloe was already there, the picnic blanket was already set up. Chloe looked at Beca with the most generous smile she could give knowing instantly at the sight of Beca that she wasn't doing well. This simple gesture made Beca blush a lot for some reason but she couldn't let that affect her Chloe is going out with Tom and she is with Jesse and Chloe isn't interested. Why can't I she stop being in love with her damn she's so hot stop thinking about that Beca Beca said to herself.

Sorry this was short i liked how this one finished so i stopped it there