Alive (On Hold)

Chapter 4

Carter and I walk over to her boyfriend, Luke Hemming's, 1/4 of 5SOS. He is talking to the curly haired boy.. She wraps her arms around his neck from behind, "Hi babe!" she smiled.

"Hey cutie" he turned around smiling.

"This is my friend, Kelsie. Kelsie this is my boyfriend Luke!" She said smiling.

I smiled at him, "Hey!"

The curly hair boy turned his attention towards me as Carter and Luke lost themselves in conversation. "Hi." I said looking at him.

"Hello, do you need something?" He asked a bit rudely.

"Um no. Just thought we could talk. I'm Kelsie White, I'm new here." I smiled slightly.

"Well Kelsie I'm Harry, and I honestly don't give a shit. But you look hot." He smirked showing his dimples.

"Thanks. So do you I guess." He really did look amazing. He was wearing black skinny jeans, a white t-shirt, and some black converse. You could lightly see his tattoos through his shirt. I have always wanted a tattoo, but my dad wouldn't let me. He said that he would kick me out of the house if I did. Now that he is gone to the military, and I am here I can get one. Harry got me another drink, and we talked a bit more.

"Do you want to get out of here?" he winked.

I looked around looking for Carter, "um I can't just leave Carter. Don't you have a girlfriend?"

"Yeah, but we're just gonna mess around she'll never know." He grabbed my waist pulling me closer to him. I backed up not wanting to get too close. I could smell his scent; it was a mixture of his Hollister cologne and the alcohol he has been drinking all night. Of course I would love to go "mess around" with him, he is pure sex. But I just don't feel right about doing that.

"I'm not just one of those sluts that will let whoever wants to take her home, take her." I pushed back and walked away leaving a very angry curly haired, Harry, alone in the middle of the crowd.

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We pulled up to my house, and Carter finally broke the silence. "Kelsie, what's wrong? I told you im sorry for leaving you alone for a bit."

"Don't worry Carter it's not you leaving me. I don't care that you left. It's nothing." I opened the door getting out. "Text me? I'll tell you then."

I walked inside and went straight to my bathroom across the hall from my room. I pulled off my shoes and undressed turning my music on. Turning the shower on I stepped in and had a quick shower.

To: Kelsie

What happened?- Carter

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To: Carter

Harry is just a douche. It's fine. I'm really tired. i'll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight. -Kelsie

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It was now 12:34 a.m, and I am way tired. I climbed into bed and covered myself with the covers; slowly drifting to sleep thinking about Harry.

I woke up to my mom shaking me, "Wake up! You're going to be late." she pulled off my covers and left the room.

"Ugh" I sat up and climbed out of my bed. I quickly grabbed some skinny jeans, a t-shirt, and my black converse with studs. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and applied my everyday makeup; grabbed my bag and ran out the door.

School began as usual with kids going every direction. College isn't as bad as high school though. We have more free time and the teachers are much better.