...so....
You might be well known for keeping too many promises and not doing it.for example that time I would say that I would try to update more often....
*sigh*.....I am ashamed of myself.....
Even though I am sure no one would care to read this and care....I had a reason to be gone for far too long.....
It's been....busy.
tests...classes....christmas parties.....stupid fucking choirs.....and....a whole night of me doubting life even more....
I had recently found out that my friends are self harmers.I just couldn't take it....their fucking wrists were full of cuts.seeing that makes me sad.....I need help on how to make them stop.
Now I'm checking their wrists every once in a while.like a crazy person...
I'm not saying this because I want your attention.I'm saying this cause I need help from you guys.help me stop them.
And also....I'm super sorry for being a fucking bastard for the past months.
I've been losing intrest in updating.especially because the person who inspires me and comforts me is not currently online for a couple of months.
I just want to say,I'm not gonna make promises that I will update more oftwn anymore.I will try,but I don't promise I will do it often.
I hope you will forgive my stupid self...
(´；ω；｀)
