HEART OF A RAPPER.

CHAPTER 05

Third Person

Yoongi quickly went to the café Jisoo told him to go to so they could talk about her. Jennie.

It has been a week since Yoongi and Jennie talked with eachother and Yoongi is confused as to why. He also heard that Jennie's not seen by any fans now outside the dorm because she usually eats in an ice cream shop nearby.

Yoongi looked around and saw Jisoo sitting on the table at the corner of the room with iced coffee in her hands. Her eyes are red and puffy. Clearly, she was crying.

He sat down infront of her and she looked up at him. Her cheeks are stained with tears. They are actually pretty close thanks to Jin.

"What about Jennie?" Yoongi asked.

"Yoongi..." she was about to start talking when she burst out crying again.

It was hard for her. She thought after giving sense to Jennie so she would stay in Korea but she was wrong. She still left. She still left without thinking of anyone but herself.

"What Jisoo?" Yoongi asked again getting a little impatient now.

"I'm sorry Yoongi but... Jennie left. She flew back to New Zealand." Jisoo said while sobbing.

Yoongi is out of words. All he could do was listen to Jisoo explain everything. He's out of energy to even make a comment out of the explanation.

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Yoongi is currently walking by the beach. He's thinking about what Jisoo told him. He's thinking about how stupid Jennie's reason was. He's thinking about why Jennie didn't think about anything or anyone before she decided to leave.

"She was tired of everything Yoongi. She was tired of crying. Because she couldn't move on even if four years had past. Now that even Chaeyoung is suffering she just couldn't take it anymore. She was depressed and she didn't know what to do. She needed guidance but she pushed everyone away. She shut everyone out. Until Taehyung came. But remember that he loves someone else now. I was thankful that you came to her life. But she left because her memories are triggered. She didn't want to remember anything from her bad past so she retired. I couldn't help but to support her. She looks so hopeless. I thought it ended there but it didn't. She suddenly decided to go back to New Zealand. I tried to stop her but it didn't work. I'm sorry Yoongi. I'm so, so sorry."

"Your so selfish Jennie." he whispered to himself and threw a shell to the ocean.

Jennie is currently sitting on a swing placed on the veranda of their house. All she could think about was Yoongi.

She heaved a sigh and looked away from the breath taking view. She stared at her lemon juice and tears started rolling down her cheeks.

She thought she could forget by leaving everything that reminded her about the past behind but she was wrong. It just made everything worse.

She stood up the railings of their verenda and looked around. She took a step forward but stopped when Lisa's face flashed in her mind.

"Stop it unnie. What you're about to do won't change anything. It will just make everything worse."

Jennie looked behind her and saw Lisa frowning at her. Lisa shook her head and sighed.

"Everyone is waiting for you to come back. Everyone was shocked that you gave up your career. Everyone was shocked that Blackpink disbanded."

Jennie was shock by Lisa's tone. It wasn't soft and kind like it used to be but it was harsh. She was disappointed that's why.

"You advised me once to never give up. But.... why did you?"

Lisa shook her head and faded into the thin air. She was gone. She was disappointed. But not angry. But not mad.

Sometimes Jennie wonders why Lisa is so kind. She wishes to be like her.

She sat down the railings and stared at the view.

"Why am I so stupid?" She whispered to herself and images of Yoongi clouded her mind.

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