Unwanted

Chapter One

1.

Dear Dairy, 

Today was the worst day ever! Today my boyfriend dumped me! I was to embarrassed to tell anyone though so I guess I'm going to call him my boyfriend around them. And of course we're still friends he just told me that he couldn't date me anymore because he fell in love with somebody else. To top that off I had failed completely my math test. We did it last week and we go the results today and I thought when I turned my math test in that I did amazing on it. A+ worthy. But no an F! But that's not the bad part. The bad part was that I got a 0% on it, I! Me! got a 0% on the test! okay  I know I know it's not a surprising for me at this point but still... I have completely had it! Can my parents just get in their heads that I am never going to graduate high school. I've been in senior year for freaking three years and I am never going to graduate because I just freaking failed my math test and it's the last quarter! My last chance. Yep no chance! I'm never ever going to graduate.

                                                                          Sincerely,

                                                                          Katherine 

2.

   There was a knock on the door. I knew it wasn't my Dad because it was quiet and gentle so of course it was mom. Mom walked in after a few minutes and sat next to me on my bed.

It was quiet. Just the way I like it. It was still quiet until she said, "Did you get your test results today?"

I nodded.

"How did you do?"

"Great!" I lied with a very quiet shy voice because I was so nervous. I don't want her to bring Dad in.

"Well, I'm going to pick up your sister from her friends house," Mom said completely changing the subject. "Your Dad will be home soon."

I was relieved when she finally left the room but when she did there was another knock on the door. My Dad. I can tell it was him because his knock's are usually hard and loud.

I didn't know what to do. Should I jump out the window? Then I wouldn't have to live to hear his yelling and screaming ranginess anymore.

He was probably here to ask me about my math test. No I know he is! Mom must've told him before she left. And he knows when I'm lying so I can never get away with anything!

3.

   I looked out the window then back at the door. 

I nodded and jumped onto the window ledge but before I can jump my phone rang and the knock got louder.

I ignored the knock and focused only on the phone ringing. Maybe it was Troy saying that he was wrong that I am the only girl for him.

I ran to see what was on my phone. It was a text from my Dad saying to open the door or he'll break it down.

Geez! The door is not even locked he must be really angry to not even notice that! 

Just than I heard my Dad counting and he was already at six! Usually he goes up to ten. So I have four seconds to jump out that window.

 I jumped back onto the ledge of the window and just as I was about to jump I heard my door come crashing down and my Dad grabbed me by my hand and yanked me back on my bedroom floor. 

"What we're you thinking!," He hollered at me picking me up off the floor. "You know by sitting on that ledge of that window you could've fell!"   

Dad that was the point! I thought to myself. "Yeah" I mumbled.

"Never ever again sit on that ledge! You hear me!?"

I tried to run back to the window but my dad grabbed my arms just as I tried run to it.

4.

   I pushed him onto the ground to get him out of the way. There is no surprise there after all I am stronger than him. 

My Dad is really short and skinny so he's no match to me. He was like five foot and I am five eight. My dad is bald and he wears glasses. Me, I have no glasses! Twenty twenty vision yo! I have long straight brown hair and brown eyes. 

My Mom is always telling me that I am pretty than I would always say back,"Why am I always last place for the pageant than if I am so pretty?" So yeah I am ugly! That's probably the real reason why Troy broke up with me. I mean like I wouldn't blame him if that is the case. Why would he fall in love with a twenty year old women like me anyways! He'll much rather be with someone closer to his age!

When I was about to jump out the window I took just a little glance at my Dad to see his reaction. And than that was it. That was the thing that made me get off the window and go back in. I was so surprised. It was the first time I saw my Dad cry so I jumped back in the room and helped him up. 

Whatever happens I'm not going to kill myself just yet. Or just not like this. Probably somewhere more private. But just not here.