^^^^ Please play the video and have your audio on for the chapter.
Ever since I was a child. I was disciplined and yelled at the stupidest things. I would get amazing grades, do everything I did to make them understand.
'I'm not a failure.'.
I told myself that everyday.
I got sick of it.
Being bullied.
"She actually looks decent." It hurt. A lot. I never let it get to me. But eventually it did. I always asked. 'God. Can you answer my prayers, I need to know everything would be alright.'
I won the spelling bee and went to state, getting third. I can't remember the word I got out on. But all I know is that my parents said, 'You could have done better.' I talk to my friends and even my closest friend ever on discord. If you're reading this i'm not suicidle I promise. I need someone. I yearn for someone.
'Can you hear me. I show signs that i'm hurting inside.' Can you not catch my hints. Do I need to be straight forward?! Is that how this works?! Cuz if i'm missing, tell me please.
I need something, anything, I need a sign that I'm not alone.
I ask this.
Can you hear me now?
