I'm not ok..
I'm tired..
I'm not feeling well at all..
My entire family won't talk to me nor do they care about me..
My illnesses are getting worse..
My friends are slowly starting to abandon me..
I keep having night terrors and nightmares and panic attacks..
I feel left out all the time..
The voices in my head won't go away..
My little sister hits me all the time and my family doesn't say shit because "she's younger"..
I don't feel safe in my house because of my little sister and my dad..
My little sister is constantly saying depressing shit and when she gets in trouble she blames it on me..
My dad keeps on touching me and calling me shit I don't like..
I hate my body..
I want to give up so badly..
But I can't because of my girlfriend..
She's the only reason why I'm even here still..
But I'm scared that if I mess up I'll loose her and be alone again..
I already messed up once and I don't know what to do...
I just don't know..
I just need someone to talk to..
