Hey Vanessa,
Today I went through two boxes of cigarettes in about two hours. Remember when you would get mad at me for smoking? You would always tell me that if I kept smoking I would die of lung cancer. You might not be able to see me but I'm smiling a bit. I smile every time I think of the cute times we had.
Remember when you were always so worried about me dying before you? You would always throw away my brand new packs of cigaretts and my lighters. I eventually quit because of you. Who would have thought that you would be the one dying first?
Calum and Luke stopped by today. They asked me how I was doing. I said I was fine. Michael doesn't want to see me right now. They say he hasn't been the same. I don't get why he's taking it so hard. I mean, you guys never did anything and it isn't like he has feelings for you, is it?
Anyway, I think I'm gonna go buy some more smokes. I'll talk to you tomorrow, I guess. I love you.
Yours Forever,
Ashton
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new chapter ayeee (: vote, comment, share, and all that jazz. ok bye.
