" If god is making you wait then be prepared for more than you asked for."
And I did. I have longed for him what seemed like forever.
Like a lily frozen for eternity yearning for just a ray of sunshine.
It never came. He never came.
Why would he?
He's my one and only knight and I am just another damsel in distress.
He's my addiction and I am drunk in his love.
He is the moon and all this time Magnificent and... Unreachable.
It's been a long time. I wonder
Does he remember me?
like I do.
Does he think of me?
like I do?
Does he want me?
Like I do.
I remember them saying. " Its just a phase. They won't even remember each other."
Yet here I am thinking of you searching for you in this crowd walking down the road.
And I hear my name.
I hear your voice.
The voice I prayed to hear.
I lift my head.
And out of nowhere I see you.
I see you.
I see you leaning out of a running bus. I see you waving at me.
Is this a dream?
I see you calling my name again. Never loved my name before but at that moment it was the most beautiful name I've ever heard.
I fell in love with my name at that exact moment.
You made me love something about me and that's a first.
I lift my hand hesitating that it might be a dream.
A hallucination maybe?
Yet I see your eyes glimmer knowing that I've acknowledged you.
Honey brown eyes.
Looking at them I can feel the warmth.
I feel safe? The eyelashes darker than the space.
I could see thin lines under the eyes indicating that you have grown .
They looked like the lines of wisdom.
Can they be anymore majestic?
Can I fall even more that I have?
And before I knew it you vanished.
Just like that. Gone.
Will I ever see you again?
Is that it?
Years of waiting and just a ten second glimse of you.
How can I feel so complete for ten seconds and then the world I have build so carefully shatters within seconds.
Great!
The self control I have mastered not to melt down when i see you doesn't seem to exist anymore.
The day was same. Usual.
Yet I felt butterfiles the entire day.
I smiled like a creep the entire day at the thought of seeing him and frown when I thought I would never see him again.
It scared my friends though.
I didn't mind.
Because my it was completely filled you.
Your eyes.
Your voice.
My name.
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