among stars

sickstain (sixteen.)

Jun's POV
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She should be here. I know. She has been here, somewhere.

I walked near the cliff and saw a figure sitting on the edge of the seacliff. "Elise!" I screamed with all my heart. She slowly turn around and she saw me.

I smiled widely. After that she run to me as fast as she could and hugged me tight. And I feel a pang on the back of my head. I caressed her back and hugged her back. She dragged me back to the cliff.

"I miss you brotha! I thought you'd never visited me." She exclaimed. I tried to smile.

But my head hurts. A lot. Come on head, you can't betray me now. I whispered. But she clearly didn't hear it. She keeps on ranting while her head was buried in my chest.

The world seems to be spinning around. I wish I could stop the moment. So that I can be with her a little longer and all these pain will be gone.

At one second the pain stopped. I feel numb and her voice suddenly getting slower and muted. But her mouth is still moving and those facial expression. Am I getting deaf?

But I realized one thing.

The time has come.

I slowly look at her and held her hands. She seems to stop talking and look deep into my eyes giving that are-you-okay look.

I don't know why I nodded.

My eyes slowly getting heavier and body feels weak.

She keeps her face closer to mine and kissed me. I weakly smile and respond to her kisses. Wonders happened. Fireworks. Butterflies.

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Elise POV

He's not okay. He looked pale. And I know one thing.

The time has come.

He held my hand and I looked deep into his eyes looking for those dorky sparkles that would always be there. But not anymore.

I know everything about his Colon Cancer. I once accidently read his diary before we broke up. So that yall know the reason I accepted his pinky promise and be his friend without questioning myself 'why am I being friends with my ex boyfriend?'

Bruh peeps, I'm not stupid.

That's the reason.

I know everything. His hands are shaking. His body is cold and weak. He's trembling.

He tried so hard to hide everything. But boy, you can't lie me. I'm your ex.

And for the last time. I kissed him. Suprisingly, he kissed back.

Before his were tight shut, he whispered to my ears.

"I- I Lo-Love You Elise. And I al-ways d-Do"

And he fell down on the green grass. I kissed his forehead, and caressed his pale cheeks on more time, smiling.
I didn't cry. My tears are all dried up. I won't miss him because...

I'm going to see him.

Very soon.

I feel insane but I have my own point of being here.

Yes. I'm comitting suicide.

"Goodbye Jun. Goodbye Wonwoo. Goodbye cruel world."

I left my phone unlocked in his hands. Before walking towards the end of the cliff.

The salty water takes over my body. I see nothing and it hurts my eyes. I gulped some sea water and my throat feels like burning.
It enters my lungs. I can't breath. I am struggling alone in the sea. But hey, struggling alone in the dead world hurts even more. I saw mom and dad and Kyle. Finally, Wonwoo.

I'm sorry, guys.

Not long after that, everythings turns blurry and high pitch black. I smiled knowing that I am going to sleep. Drifting myself away from this dark life of mine. Forever.

With the love of my life.

See you soon, my Dear Jun.