Finding My Love

18- I'm sorry

Zabrina

Ever since last night Jhakine is just not wanting to talk to me, and I ain't talking to him either. I know I shouldn't have said that but I was trying to hurt him but not like that.

He walks out the bathroom with a almost empty bottle of Jack Daniels Hennessey, he looks at me then walks over here. I roll my eyes at him and look away from him. He snatches my face back holding my chin "Stop fucking rolling your damn eyes at me." he snap, I roll my eyes at least he said something to me "Leave me alone." I say slapping his hand away from my face, he draws back and slaps me.
I want to just shoot him in his fucking face but for the kids I'm just going to leave and pick them up then we can go to this house I brought a while ago. I get up and walk out with my keys and purse "Where the fuck you going?" he asks standing up and following behind me, I ignore him, he really needs to stop jumping on me because if he start yelling shit and swinging on me I am going to kill him straight up. I get in the car and shut the door he looks at me for a moment then throws his bottle at the car, it breaks and I jump a little "FUCK YOU!!" I scream starting the car and driving off. I just can't anymore I truly do hate him.

I pull up to Carlton's house and get out of the car and walk up to the door and knock. I know I'm going to that house I brought, I'm not staying in the same house with that crazy nigga and I'm definitely not keeping my kids in a house with him.

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I pull into the driveway of the house and get out. I walk over to Apollo's door and open it he looks at me "Baby, stay in here with your brother and sister until mommy comes back, okay?" I ask he nods his head then falls to sleep. I close the door and walk up to the house door. I honestly hope he fall asleep or something because I don't want to talk to him I want a couple of things. I walk in then walk upstairs, the door is wide open I step in and walk towards the bathroom then immediately stop almost falling dropping my keys "What are you doing!" I scream running up to him and slapping the razor out of his hand. He is in here literally snorting cocaine "What the fuck do you want?" He asks not looking , i sigh " I want you to stop doing what you're doing." I say trying not to cry . He moved the tray and got up and looked at me "I love you so much ,and I didn't want you to be hurting and I want you to forgive me ,baby I'll do anything for you , don't shut me out, please." He said hugging me and wiping my tears "I love you too and I am truly sorry." I mumbled in his chest , he grabbed my chin and lifted my face, looked in my eyes and kissed me. He kissed me like he meant every word he said , I love him and I know he loves me.