I became so insecure... But it didn't change me at all.
I have no time to tie my hair into those braids because I normally wake up 30 minutes before school starts, takes a bath for 15 minutes, takes 5 minutes to wear my clothes and 5 minutes to get in my mom's car.
Sometimes... I would not eat breakfast because I would be already late.
After school I would always look at my reflection in the mirror.
Negative things were so quick to rush and be stuck in my mind. I would tell myself to not eat because I'm going to get fat... cries whilst looking at the mirror, couldn't sleep well at night and it made everything worst.
I was so insecure...
Attempting to change and I succeeded....
I tried to wear skirts and dresses... wear chokers... light make up...
And because I love him when he doesn't ... I tried my best to act like I hated him, as if I don't want him near me or around.
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For Him || Author Micaella
Fanfiction[ completed ] A book where I'll scream the way I feel towards him, a book where I'll spit out all the words I wanted to say to him, a book where I'll tell him the way I feel because I couldn't tell him personally. A book for Him❤ ¤¤¤ [ Short story a...
