Forever wishing on you

03

After closing my door behind me i sit my bed.
Just thinking of what happen then makes me blush

~back with jungkook~
After saying he was to close, i closed my eyes waiting to feel something i don't really know what I'm expecting but all I know is. I'm about to have my first kiss. Okay Areum this is it. I think feeling myself blush more at the thought.
After waiting for like and whole year I open my eyes to see Jungkook who is not as close as he was before staring at me
Jungkook:"You had something in your hair" he said pointing to the thing in his hand.
Areum:"huh" I questioned in disbelief. " um t-thanks." I saying blushing really hard. I mean I might even look like a tomato. I could even look him in the eyes now. Wow! I'm so dumb why in the hell did I think he would kiss me.
Jungkook:"*chuckling* you are really cute ms Areum-Shi." He commented smiling
Slightly taken back by his beautiful smiling I mutter a thank you.
Jungkook:"I think you should go back now." He suggested
Areum:"yeah probably and thanks for listening to me your really different from how I would I have thought."
Laughing again he smiles looking me in the eye
Jungkook:"well I hope that's a good thing and same for me about you in a good way though so don't worry."
And then again he smiled. I don't know what he is doing to me but I know it's not good and I also know I don't want it, this feel to stop.
Areum:"well see you in the ring bts's Jungkook." I jokingly said
Jungkook:"yes ill will see you in the ring nct's princess Areum
After a few seconds of silence we both starting to laugh.
I guess we didn't want to go cause we both just stayed in the same place looking at each other.
Jungkook:"I'll leave after you so it doesn't look suspicious okay. We wouldn't want our gangs getting mad at us again right."
Areum:"yeah okay bye bye Kookie." I said walking away

~ back to her room ~

Areum:" ahhhhhh!!" I screaming in to my pillow
This is so embarrassing. I've totally mad a fool of myself. How can I bring myself to greet him the next time I see him
Areum:"ahhhhhh!!" I scream again while burying my face in my pillow once more.
Why is the world so unfair. Even though I tried to keep my emotions on a low and stay quiet it didn't work since my brother and and Do-young came into my room looking at me weirdly.
Jaehyun:"little sis what are you doing"
Do-Young:"and what is wrong."
They both asked waiting for my reply. This is more embarrassing that I couldn't help but get mad. Not really at them but at myself. But I decided to take it out on them
Areum:"guys what are you doing this is a girl rooms don't just come in with permission." I say trying to sound angry
I started to pout at my brother and Do-Young
Jaehyun:"okay okay we will leave but please try and be little quiet okay."
Nodding them yes I watch as they left I could hear Jaehyun whisper something to Do-Young but I could really make out what it was so I decided to forget about it.

I just came out the shower and I was feeling refreshed. After putting on my clothes I lay on my back and closed my eyes letting my brain drift off to when I was with Jungkook.
A huge smile plastered on my face.
Areum:"What is this." I quietly asked myself. "Do I like him?" I question
Areum:"but I don't know him well enough to like him.........right?" I asked myself again
Maybe I should just go sleep. With that I get under my covers and get into a comfortable position before slowly drifting into a sleep.

........."your such and beautiful girl you that"
Surprised I hummed in response to his statement
.........:"can I kiss you?"
Humming again I preparing myself for the kiss
But wait who is doing the kissing? Who am I kissing?
I open my eyes to see Jungkook
Jungkook:"are you okay Areum? Do you not want me to kiss you."
Areum:"n-no I mean yes I do go ahead
Then he started to bring his face closer but before he could he was gone.
And I was suddenly eyes open siting on my bed. What is going on
Jaehyun:"are you awake sister come on I've been trying to wake you up for the last five minutes"
Wait what so that was a dream. Oh god no, I didn't right I couldn't have right.
Jaehyun:" what ? What's wrong with you did you have a bad dream or something?"
Areum:" n-no I didn't it's fine you can go I'm up"
Jesus love of god what is going on. Why is he taking up all my think space in my head. I need that space for other things.
I can't help but sigh. I must really like him but I know it won't work.
I mean It can't work because my gang hates them and they hate us
I don't know why but this whole gang fighting and hating each other is starting to put me down again.
I mean I didn't like it in the beginning Anyways but I thought I could get used to it for now but now thinking about it.
I don't really want to fight them now.
*sighs*
I hope this ends fast.