Chapter 36. 🎁🎄

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Journey POV

You know that feeling when you feel like giving up but you don't want to because you have a little hope inside you. But if you don't your just disappointing the people around you. Ever since I've came back I been struggling with everything, life, keeping good grades in college. I just need a break from everything. Nothing isn't the same.

" Will you be ok while I'm gone ". August asked.

" I don't know ". I say truthfully.

" Whatever is happening with you Journey don't let that shit define your next moves or anything your bigger than that ". He protested.

" Bu

" Ain't not buts your better than this where's that girl at when I first met her ". He say.

" Gone ". I say with tears coming down my face.

" It's more than this I can't with this life anymore I'm not happy with anything I tried to put myself on the right path it's hard I'm losing people what am I going to do ". I added sobbing.

" It's ok Journey I promise everything will be alright ". He said.

I looked at his and he pulled me in a hug.

August POV

She can't be going through this now. I started to text cry about what was happening.

" Starting to think she going through anxiety "

" Fr 😓 gotta get her treated before that shit leads to depression or something else 😣 "

" ya. I really don't want to leave her alone now "

" do what you gotta do Yungin' 💯 "

" What about the fans and the disappointment ".

" Man they gotta understand, just like how they announced I had a daughter......days later they fell in love with her ".

" Yeah imma stay with her "

" Coo but I'll hit you up later ".

" aight ".

He didn't text back but I texted my tour manager and he understood and now it's just the Nation.  I sent a tweet out and got thousands of responses.

I closed my phone to see Journey walking out the bathroom with a big t shirt on

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I closed my phone to see Journey walking out the bathroom with a big t shirt on.

" I think I'm going to just take a nap ". She say.

" Alright ".

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Journey POV

I woke up to the smell of food cooking. I looked at the time and it was around 6. I got out bed and went downstairs to see August and Auden cooking.

" Hi mommy ". Auden say running up to me.

" Hey baby ".

I kissed her and I looked at August.

" We're eating shrimp Alfredo ". August said with a smile.

" Smells good ".

" You know it's Christmas tomorrow ". I added.

" YES ". Auden yells.

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Next Day

August POV

I woke up to Auden and Journey not in the bed from last night. I looked around but I heard laughing I walked out the room and saw them downstairs sitting in front of the tree.

" Man I thought something happened ". I say.

I walked in the bathroom and started washing my face and brushing my teeth. I went downstairs and saw them both smiling.

" Ya know daddy had to come through for his girls ". I said with a grin.

" Daddy me and mommy got you something ". Auden say handing a box.

I started to open it when I did it was a chain and some cologne.

" Thanks ".

" Look at the chain closely ".

I looked and it said " Forever and Always will love you, A&J ".

" Best gift hands down ".

I looked at Journey she was smiling I just wanted to make love to her.

" OOH ". Auden yelled.

" Told you I was going to get it for you ". Journey say.

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After almost hours of opening gift we finally were done and worn out. Auden was taking a nap in her room. We know she's going to be up all day playing with her toys.

" I'm about to take a shower ". She say.

" Can I join ".

" Sure ".

We went in the bathroom and went got in the shower she turned on the water and it was cold as hell.

" Damn ".

" Sorry ". She say.

" You good ".

It started to get warm I looked down at her and started kissing on her. I started to hear her moans and that shit was turning me on.

" Wait Journey ".

I got out the shower.

Journey POV

Did he just really get out the shower. He came back and looked at me.

" Baby ". He say.

" Yeah ".

" Would you Marry Me ". He asked.

My heart started racing. I looked at him.

" Yes ".

He kissed me in my head I was going crazy.

" I love you ".

" I love you too ".

The end

Merry Christmas Everyone Hope Y'all All Have A Wonderful Christmas And Know It Wasn't Suppose To Be About Us.......But We Here Breathing. Enjoy ❤️ Love You All

I will be posting a new book around 1-2 it's called " Don't Matter ". I wanted it to be really original and that high school love.

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