cure ⇨ hood

05

05

allie.

Okay, I'm gonna be honest. I was very happy when Calum talked to me.

I don't know what went in me, but I was very happy. dammit, allie, you've got luke! A voice in my head said.

True. But lately, Luke's been ignoring me and acting really weird around me.

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The bell rang, initialling it was lunch. I went out of class as early as I could so that I'd be able to talk to Luke. Once I saw him, Luke looked nervous and mad.

"Luke!," I saw him and said.

"Hey um babe? Can we talk?" was all he said before pulling me to the nearest corridor.

"Uhm, Luke? What are you doing?"

"Look babe, I'm sorry but I've, uh, I've-"

Oh boy, I knew where this was going. 

Luke would've cheated on me for some slut he met at a party and expect me to forgive him right away.

No, I wasn't going to forgive him again. This has been done far too many times. I won't let Luke pull me down.

"You what Luke? Cheated again? Going to beg me to forgive you like the other times? Listen, if you're going to do that, then don't. No, I'm not going to hear you out. I've done that too many times. I'm not this little toy of yours that you can just break and expect it to feel nothing. I've got emotions too Luke! I'm not some heartless person!"

Luke just stared at me shocked. Well he should be, I've been too blind to see everything.

I walked away, going to lunch to sit with Clary. I felt some tears rushing down my cheeks.

Luke pulled my hand, "Look, babe, I'm sorry but you've gotta hear me out! I was drunk for fucks sake! And what about you? You've probably fucked someone during all the parties you've missed you slut!"

That. Was. It.

"Excuse me? I'm the 'slut'? For your information, I was actually doing work while I wasn't attending those parties. I actually want to be something in life. Unlike you, not giving two fucks about your studies. Yes, I know it's a bit too late for me but that's where I try to at least strive, okay. So don't bullshit me that I was fucking someone for the past three weeks, you and I both know I'm not like you,Luke. You're just a fucking lying, cheating bastard! Fuck you, fuck this. Well fuck me too because I was so stupid to even think that you were the ONE for me! Fuck you for ruining me all these years! Fuck you too for taking my virginity away because I could've gave it to someone more worthy than you'll ever be." I could not take it in anymore.

"So that's it? After everything, Allison?"

"Don't you fucking call me by my full name. And if you're too dumb to notice, yes! It's over! Should've been over a long fucking time ago."

He was expressionless. I walked away leaving him there. 

What a bastard.

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Walking down the empty corridors of Richmond High - School was pretty scary sometimes. It was like one of those horror scenes where the girl is walking by herself all alone when it's dark, and she gets killed. Duh.

I couldn't keep my tears in any longer. 

Before I knew it, I was already crying.

I stopped as I really can't deal with all this shit anymore. Why? Why me?

"Are you okay?," I heard someone say. Not sure who's voice was it though. Sounded a tad but familiar.

"Uhm, yes. Who is it?"

"Oh, it's umm me.... Calum." I smiled.

"Oh you. Haha I thought you were Luke or something. Sorry"

"No need to apologize. Anyways, Are you okay? I heard crying. So yeah. Just wanted to make sure you're okay,"

He cares about me?

"So, um about the project? Do you wanna get started now or you'd rather not?" he asked awkwardly.

Well, I did need to get my mind off things so, why not? And I'd like to find out more about the mysterious Calum.

"Yeah, I'd love to," I said with a ,smile.

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a/n

HI GUYS SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT! MY WIFI ISN'T WORKING SO ITS REALLY HARD WRITING ON THE PHONE OK. I'M KEEPING THIS SHORT BC I KNOW ITS ANNOYING AND WHO'D READ IT ANYWAYS, ILY ALL AND BYE (twitter - @electramiaa)

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