Love: Our Destiny -stalia

Yes, I know a teenager is supposed to go to high school to get an education and shit, but come on people this is ridiculous. The one guy I really talked to this year is partly responsible for ruining my life. Again, I know that Stiles and Scott were trying to do what they thought was best, and yes they did save my life but there are where I wish i was still in that den, still in that form, and yes scott is teaching me how to transform but its not the same. Because now when im human i have to look my father in the eye and think of all the endless possibilities. I have to think of the 'what if's'. what if something happens to me now that I'm back and how would that affect him. What if I get killed in the mist of all this supernatural bullshit. And what if .... what if he finds out. what if he finds out that I'm the reason that his wife and youngest daughter were mauled to death. What if he finds out I'm the thing that tore his family to shreds, literally.What if he finds out about the horrible monster i really am. What if he finds out I killed them. Until my nightmares come true, I smile and wave and say I'm fine, but im not. And this hell hole is NOT helping.

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any-face i know it is super super short i haven't got the rest figured out i wrote this at 5 23 in the morning on my official first day of summer. yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  and listen i know a lot of teen wolf fans hate malia because they ship stydia or whatever but please don't hate on the content because you hate her give it a chance my first rated -r fanfic it gets pretty steamy and extremely sexy for stalia 

and if you ship stydia bear with me because i ship them to but i think stalia is necessary because i feel stiles needs to move on and be happy without Lydia for her to really appreciate him because he is in love with her and she loves him she is not IN LOVE with him there's a difference......

ILYSM ---- BAH BYE 

FROM,

THE DEMON WOLF

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