It's a bit hard,
To be who I am
Pastors kid.
Gotta be good.
Gotta say good.
Gotta do good.
It's a bit hard.
That's the truth
Expectations,
Several.
I try to do all I have to.
Doesn't mak it any simpler.
It's a bit hard.
To shine my light.
To be a good writer.
Even when not blessed,
With skills of passionate
Writers you jerk our hearts
With just words.
It's a bit hard
to love everyone
But to accept not everyone
Will love me.
And this sucks rhyming scheme.
It's a bit hard
to hide behind
Different personalities.
And excessive laughter.
And the fake smiles
It's a bit hard
Living up to what
I have to be
Even when am bone tired
I can't be
Because they aren't
And They're still moving.
It's a bit hard.
Cause none of my brother's are home
And Christmas just won't be the same without them.
And I wonder they'll be home.
It's a bit hard
Living in the shadows
Of great brother's
They have everything set.
I always to screw up stuff.
It's a bit hard
Being dual.
If you are
You'll get it.
It's a bit hard
Being a coward
And not spitting the real.
And my swearing problem
Especially being a disappointment.
It's a bit hard
Not trusting and believing
In my God.
Not taking a stand.
Am sorry.
It's a bit hard
Becuase I want to know
And understand
Every person in the world.
I don't want to judge.
It's a bit hard
Not cry to sleep every night.
Not explanation needed
Simply because
A level.
In all of my heartfelt honesty
None of these things are easy
Or a bit hard.
But we still do them
Face our challenges
And trials
And if strive long enough
We will be victorious.
Because it is hard.
----------------------------------
Hey,
Hope you enjoy.
Happy holidays!!
Peace✌
