The Hot Roommate

Chap. 19

As we are driving to Adyms, I just think about the whole situation I get tears  in my eyes but suck it in bc we are here. I get out of the car and hug Kian goodbye, he tells me he'll be free all night so to call in case anything happens I tell him ok and walk over to the elevators. I press number 9 and I start going up. I reach floor 9 and walk to the left in the direction of his room. I walk up take a deep breath and knock twice. Adym comes to the door wearing a button up navy blue shirt and look at him and say "oh damn I didn't know we were supposed to be looking good tonight" (sarcasm) he gets I and laugh and does a little pose. We smile and he invites me in and I see Soywer and give him a big hug, I miss him after  all he gave me a place to stay when I could go anywhere else. We talked and ate and talked and then I asked the question "so since we aren't you know technically together anymore, how often do you want to see they baby?" I stuttered on the work together and apologize and Adym gives me a sad look, he looks at me and says "I hurt, I miss you in my life everyday making me feel like I've done something right for once, I know I hurt you but will you ever forgive me? I know what I did was horrible and wrong and I should never of touched you and I wanted to say that I regret everything I did that night I guess I was just upset at myself for making the my whole world fucked up bc i said you would be safe here and I lied bc I saw the look in your eyes you were so scared and me realizing I made you so scared of me I didn't think you'd ever want to see me again and that's when I realized I fucked myself up and it was so stupid I guess love makes you do stupid things sometimes and then there's other times where I'm a complete idiot"  I look at him tears slowly running down my cheeks and I say "I miss you too I love you with every little tiny piece of me and I will always love you bc I fell for an amazing guy who owns up to his mistakes and fixes them, I fell in love with the funny Adym yorba, I fell in love for a sweet  caring person, I fell for you and I don't think I'll ever get over you" He was crying and I never thought he was capable of that until now. I feel a tiny kick in my stomach and I tell Adym "Adym come here hurry the baby is kicking!" He rushes over and I reach for his hand placing it where the movement is. He looks at me and smiles while saying "omg it's the cutest thing" And I laugh a little and smile back. We talk a little more and I tell Adym "I want to be with you but you need to prove to me you can be a good dad and prove to me you want this to work" he says "I will do whatever it takes, I promise" and I look at the time and frown bc Kian texted me saying he's here. I get up and give Adym and Soywer a hug and tell them I have to leave, Adym turns me around before I can walk out the door and kisses me so passionately and I don't hesitate to kiss back. We pull away, both smiling and I tell him bye and I leave. I go get in the car and I tell Kian everything that happened. He is happy and says "you know, when you called me that night to pick you up from here I was never mad at Adym I know he will fix whatever he has done and he fixed you bc Ik you were missing him so much and I was with you every second of the day so I watched you with sad eyes and I'm glad you guys are working around the situation" I look at him and say "I'm happy for me too but Kian I love you dude" and he looks at me and says "love you too Cheerio" we call each other names sometimes, it's what we do i guess.

We got back and I was super tired so I went to sleep not worrying about anything and I was happy, the first time in a long time I was happy.

Merry Christmas guys!! Love the support ❤️🎄~ M