TWENTY-SEVEN

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hey ;) merry christmas/christmas eve

"it has been four months since we last spoke. he's over me already which is perfectly fine." i spoke to shawn.

"do you miss him?" he asked.

"no, cause i remember how much i wasted my time."

"but you've changed, completely."

"change isn't a bad thing."

"it depends on the way you changed but you're just not happy."

"it's been awhile."

"but you don't have to be stuck."

"but i can't let go even though i want to kiss him but at the same time slap him. i feel so cold and so alone."

"you have us."

"it's been a long time shawn."

"too long?"

"way too long."

"it will go away soon."

"it's been four months it should have gone away a long time ago."

"oh, ella."

"i just want to cry shawn i just can't anymore i miss so many things but none of them have given me such an impact."

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i'm back and i'm going to finish this book because i have to finish what i started. (this isn't the end)

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