for you only // colby brock [SEQUEL: ONE NIGHT] (Completed)

47 》 hopeful heartbeat

Ronnie's POV

It was 5am the next day and we should of been on a plane home by now.

We were in sunny Dubai but things weren't on the bright side.

It had been 11 hours sat here in the cold and lonely waiting room.

Everyone that was here for Colby was fast asleep with the thought of him being okay in their heads.

It settled them but I knew the truth.

The truth was that he could not come out of that surgery alive.

He could die tonight.

Heck he could already be dead.

And I wouldn't of even got to say goodbye.

I just wanted to hold his hand and tell him that everything would be okay but it might not be.

I didn't want him to die.

I didn't want him to leave me.

I needed him.

Whenever he was safe and I knew that he was okay,

It was easier to breath and my chest didn't feel so heavy.

But right now, I felt like a thousand pounds and I couldn't catch a breath.

It was only minutes now until the doctor came out of those door ahead of me and told me the results.

Like a big exam that I had no reason to think I would win.

But I prayed that I didn't fail.

All I could do was hope.

Hope that he was okay.

Hope that I would get to hold his hand again.

Hope that I could hug him after a long day.

Hope that I could kiss him just one last time and tell him that I loved him.

Because I did.

After almost 4 years, I was still madly in love with him.

Whenever he walks into a room I stop get butterflies because I can't get over how I got so lucky.

I just want to feel my luck one last time.

I stood up and stretched.

My whole body cracked and I paced the room.

The door was pushed open and his doctor walked out.

He had a face of defeat and deep regret.

My expression was blank and I did as he told me.

I prepared for the worst.