Astrid's Pov
I cant find Winter, I tried to look for Autumn but I cant find her neither. I know its not a right time to find Winter uhh no I better find him and fix our problem, or maybe not? I guess. I just cant dial his number 'cause I dont want him to think that Im chasing him, simply because the more you chase a person the more he thinks you're guilty onto something. As I search Autumn at the library I bump at fall.
"ohh my- Im sorry I didnt see you there" I said and apologize for not paying attention in my way
"it's okay. I did it intentionally" he laugh and heard he snort
"then why?" I asked
"because youre pacing out! care to share?" he asked and lead the way out of the library
"oh really? am I? I was just looking for Autumn"
"is really Autumn that you are searching for?" he asked curiously
"yeah. why would I search for Winter? if I have nothing to explain to him?"
"hey I just asked if really Autumn youre searching I didnt even mentioned Winter's name" he just look away and were quite all the way to cafeteria
"Where Autumn could be? any idea?" I asked
"Nope not a clue. why dont you call her instead?"
"hmm nah..." I try to neglect his suggest
"why? are you afraid to find out she's with Winter?"
"why would I?"
"-nothing', why dont you forget Autumn, Im still here right?" he cheer me up but question still passing by, where are they?
And 'bout Fall, I think its not a right time to hang out with him, I dont want to hurt his feelings but its just ruining our relationship. since Winter and I were been together, Winter always getting jealous to Fall. I just have to fix this.
"uhm Fall-'"
"oh yeah Astrid, 'bout awhile ago at the parking-" I cut him off and try to explain that we need space in our friendship. maybe he'll understand me.
"uhh yeah about that Fall... I think we should not hangout at situation like this. you know Winter and I having a conflict.. because of you."
"I know my limits Astrid as was Im trying to tell you awhile ago, Im trying to avoid you but I cant, be-.. because you're my friend"
"is that really your reason ? Winter is your brother Fall! arent you afraid you might lost your brother because of this nonsense? wake up!" I tried not to let my voice raise its embarrasing to those student at the cafeteria. so Im finding my way out to cafeteria and leave Fall hanging . Why is it hard to Fall to understand.
Fall grabbed my hand and explain what he have to say so I listen and maybe this time he'll understand.
"nonsense ? so all of this sudden you think this feelings I have for you is just nonsense? huh Astrid?" he said in anger and panting everyword he said
"I told you that at the first time you confessed Fall! I just like to have you as friend, you've been a good friend to me . so there is nothing you have to be mad at me!" I shouted as I let go of my hands and turned away.
"--- uh look Astrid!" he tried to grab my hand again but this time I step back
"dont touch me-" I just wispher in irritating tone
"I-Im sorry... Im so sorry. Astrid I didnt mean to shout. I -I just -"
"no. stop. you just show me how desperate you are to take a risk to sabotage your brother relationship"
I walked away and pulled my hair back. I cant believe Fall showed me his negative side, I didnt see him angry the whole time his my friend. I dont want to ruin our friendship but he left me no choice he's a desperate person. and this is the only way to fix my relationship with Winter.
