Kai’s POV
As we arrived at the said venue of the wedding, I, myself, dreaded to step a foot out of the car. I was sure my other members felt this way, too.
Any guy wouldn’t be happy witnessing the girl she loves being married to someone else. Yeah, I know I have the most tragic love story. I still chose to attend though, for her.
This really isn’t right. I love her so much and I wanted her to be mine but as each second pass by, my hope and patience is really running thin.
Speaking of it, this was the exact day the Super Junior Company told me that she’d come back. For me, to be with me. But wait, where is she? Really?
“Jong In?” D.O hyung asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
“Why?” I replied possibly sounding more enthusiastic as I can be at the moment.
“You’re not okay” He simply, but worriedly stated.
I sighed defeated as the other members turned their heads to look at me. All their faces filled with worry and despair for well, me.
“We’ll go ahead. I’ll give you an advice but it’s still your decision to make. If you can’t take having your presence in there seeing her in that position, then you won’t have to force yourself. Let your feelings come first Jong In.” Suho hyung said.
“Kai, I’ll go ahead with them.” Kyungsoo hyung said as he patted my back with one last look of worry towards me.
“Okay hyung” I replied.
I was walking by the church to have some breath of fresh air. I spotted a bench on the side deciding to sit and rest there.
I guess I’ll be waiting. I hope she’ll come back. For me.
A little while later, a limousine was arriving and is headed towards my direction. Since I’m at the churches’ parking lot, well yeah you get the picture.
The driver stepped out of the car and decided to stroll around I guess. He stared at me for a while and soon started to go walk towards the church to witness the wedding.
As I spent my time sitting at the bench, I can’t help but think of all the memories, bad or good, I’ve shared with her. We were the description of happiness and then this happened.
I can’t believe this was the actual day. The actual day she’ll be taken away from me. Forever.
Is it my last day on earth? The pain compares to five knives stabbed directly aimed for my already bleeding, hurting heart. It still can’t be. I’m still not happy. Truly happy. Because I’m not with her.
Kim Jinae.
The bubbly girl who likes Mickey Mouse that in any point in time can win her heart more than I can do.
The smart girl who was voted as the Student Council president and won the trust of the student body.
The girl whose personality is admired by a lot of people.
The good girl who has a lot of friends that anytime can win the title of miss Friendly.
The absent-minded girl who made me jealous because of Nichkhun, a member of the student Council who actually already has a girlfriend.
The girl who I fell head over heels for.
The girl who I’d trusted with my heart and loved forever.
The girl who I bravely proposed to.
And the girl who crushed my heart, made it from one piece to a million.
