Think i should let it go

It's hard you know
To let you go
But life is killing me
And pain is tearing me
The reason I don't know
Why you let go of me
The way you swore
all the promises to me
I still remember how you stared
I still can't forget how you cared
It's all sweet things
That bring this feeling
That I love you still
With or without your will
You said I'm your sweet heart
And you left making a broken heart
Why you give this pain?
Leaving me alone in the rain
To cry standing alone
When you left giving a frown
You don't know it hurts
But it really Does hurt
Was it my fault?
Was I de one who flirt?
Why don't you tell the reason?
When rain is heavy hiding tears in this season
So that I can cry
And you won't even see it
Please, a little more can you try
Just not to throw me away
When you came in it was dark like in night
Your the one who shone it so bright
My life was meant for you
My heart was beating for you
Hey love I'm begging
Why don't you please let me in
For not a mistake I have done
I have been hurt so bad
For no love you desired
You got so much and it's sad
I wish I didn't do the right
With someone who was so wrong
I wish I could let it go
Nothing I got back so
Was it all you could do
Just say I did it for the right
And just say a no
When I ask you if you love me?
I know you still feel
Same as I felt some days back
But you know those wounds can heel
If I give time for someone who is stuck
For me and my love
To shower on him
But I don't want to
I just want is you
But then I realize I can't have it
Cause it's not what I deserve
Yes! I'm leaving it
I'm letting go of you
Just as you wanted me to do
Not because my heart desires
But cause it cries
For happiness and caring
Something you can't think of sharing
I still ask you
Tell me why you went away
I still try to know
The reason you washed my smile away
Did I hurt you
Or didn't I love you
Wasn't that enough
Or just because I gave it
Was it me
Was it in me
That you found
You can't handle
To bring darkness
And you blew out the candle
Now I don't see anything
Now I don't feel anything
Other than the tears
That fall down me cheek
Memorizing the cheers
And the kisses you gave on my cheek
I don't like this
I don't want this
I don't deserve this
But I don't know why I'm struck up with this.
Why is it so hard
To forget all good things
I wish I was a nerd
So that you wouldn't have chosen me
Just to break my heart
Why did you do that
Still I don't know why you hurt
I wish you could see this
I wish I could tell me
That I'm not the love of his
But he is mine
Yes I loved him
But I am not fine
Cause I still feel for him
And that him is you
No one knows
No one understands
That I can't let you fade away
Just like I nightmare
I saw yersterday
I think now I should let it go
Cause it's never gonna be the same so
I should forget you
I will forget you
All and everything
That came like a dream
Yes! I'm letting it go
Saying the cry and you a no
But I promise
You will regret
You will come back
But then you will know
How I needed you
Like you will need me
I'm telling you
When it's too late
You won't find me
Where you left
I won't be there waiting for you
Like I did before
Because I have let it go
Yes I have let it go!!