I NEED to grow upI have a big problem
My youth has been stolen from meMy youth has been stolen from me
When i was young i had to grow up
And now that im actually grown
I cant be mature enoughCuz my youth has been stolen from me
When i was nine , i had to be 18Family telling me i had to change my body cuz i was too fat.
Looked at myself everyday in the mirror
Thinking about how i could change that
The reflection
Serious. that could kill yaHearing negativity in my ears that it automatiy saved in my brain
Now i can still hear them so close to me, like back in the day, in twodouzend and eightTaking care of children when i, myself, was a child.
Can you imagine.Bathing a child , combing her hair and bringing her to school everyday. When i only was eleven years of age
Taking care of other children when, i , myself was a child
Going to bed late
Cuz al day long
I
had to give those kids
everything,
their mother could not giveI was mixed inn al the bad relationships in my youth
Mother and father
Cousin and half brother
Mentally and psysically
Bad word and injuries
now a days
Relationships is the death to meNow i want to be the best version of me
But i cant, cuz my youth has been stolen from me.
I miss the inner child in me
I cant remember the last time i was a childI had to worry about grown people problems
Can you see, a child of ten
Trying to solve themMy youth has been stolen from me.
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Hi everybody, ik zie dat er een paar mensen mijn poems lezen en ik wil jullie bedanken ! , de waardering is 💯 laat me weten wat jullie er van vinden en welke poem jullie het beste vonden tot nu toe ❤️
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Everybody hurts (P O E T R Y ✨)
PoesíaDit zijn mijn gedichten. Meeste poems zijn in het engels geschreven. Ik schrijf ze omdat het een uitweg is voor alle problemen in het leven. Ik wil dat mensen weten dat ze niet alleen zijn. Cuz Everybody Hurts These are the poems to my heart. I hope...