#7 MY YOUTH

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I NEED to grow up

I have a big problem
My youth has been stolen from me

My youth has been stolen from me
When i was young i had to grow up
And now that im actually grown
I cant be mature enough

Cuz my youth has been stolen from me
When i was nine , i had to be 18

Family telling me i had to change my body cuz i was too fat.
Looked at myself everyday in the mirror
Thinking about how i could change that
The reflection
Serious. that could kill ya

Hearing negativity in my ears that it automatiy saved in my brain
Now i can still hear them so close to me, like back in the day, in twodouzend and eight

Taking care of children when i, myself, was a child.
Can you imagine.

Bathing a child , combing her hair and bringing her to school everyday. When i only was eleven years of age

Taking care of other children when, i , myself was a child
Going to bed late
Cuz al day long
I
had to give those kids
everything,
their mother could not give

I was mixed inn al the bad relationships in my youth
Mother and father
Cousin and half brother
Mentally and psysically
Bad word and injuries
now a days
Relationships is the death to me

Now i want to be the best version of me
But i cant, cuz my youth has been stolen from me.
I miss the inner child in me
I cant remember the last time i was a child

I had to worry about grown people problems
Can you see, a child of ten
Trying to solve them

My youth has been stolen from me.

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Hi everybody, ik zie dat er een paar mensen mijn poems lezen en ik wil jullie  bedanken ! , de waardering is 💯 laat me weten wat jullie er van vinden en welke poem jullie het beste vonden tot nu toe ❤️

Hi everybody, ik zie dat er een paar mensen mijn poems lezen en ik wil jullie  bedanken ! , de waardering is 💯 laat me weten wat jullie er van vinden en welke poem jullie het beste vonden tot nu toe ❤️

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