Curves for the alpha

I have never been the skinny girl who gets the boys or who had the overconfidence or who never compared herself to others, to be honest, I'm the curvy girl who has the low self-as-teem and me getting bullied for it never help the situation and being the only fat person in my family don't help either. My sisters are a ballerina and have that perfect figure that everybody chases them for but if only their personality fits. I'm more of the creative and musical sister than athletic I love drawing, painting and playing the piano while making songs. I'm what you call a nerd and loner I only have one friend, I know that pretty bad but it better than none right. Enough with all the sadness, I'll tell you a bit about myself, I am 5.6ft  about average height, I have tan skin  I have blonde hair with chestnut highlight. I'm curvy and fat but I have more curves than flabber. Only because I'm big don't mean am going to start starving myself and become anorexic and die HELL NO!!!!!!!! I do jogging time to time that pretty much it. I know I'm lazy.