Curves for the alpha

chapter 14

Jordan Pov

I lost control. All the pain, and suffering that they have put me through. The name calling, the spreading of fake rumours, destroying my property, and taking their shit every single day was finally released. I have had enough of it, my life is no longer going to be controlled by them anymore, I'm taking it back. they can talk about me all they want but they will never EVER talk about MY mate AGAIN.

I lunged at her. I grabbed her throat and I pushed her against the wall, I just kept on banging her head against the wall, with every hit my grip around her neck grew stronger as she kept of trying to free herself from my strong grip. I saw the colour of her once tan skin begin to be paler and a smirk was being placed on my face as I remember the times that they would beat me black and blue and laugh about it. All I could see was red, I want her to feel just a little bit of the pain that she put me through all my life.

"Jordan let her go", "you are going to kill her" I heard Sam and Kasey chant over again as Sam tried to release the grip that I had around her neck but my wolf Melissa didn't care, she wouldn't give me back control to stop her. It took Sam and Kasey to release Vanessa and that is only because Melissa was allowing me to regain control but just before I had complete control, she flung Vanessa across the room as if she was a rag doll.

"Jordan.... are you alright," Sam said hesitantly, was my own best friends afraid of me. He was even cautious when he tried to touch me. Am I that much of a monster that he's afraid of me

"you're afraid of me aren't you" my eyes started watering when I saw his head slowly turn away from me when said that.

"YOU BITCH HOW COULD YOU TRY AND KILL YOUR OWN SISTER" Kasey scream at me as she was aiding Vanessa stupid self

"I-I-I wasn't trying to, I just lost control"

"shut it, flabber haven't you done enough," Kasey said and at that moment I couldn't handle it anymore. so much emotion is coursing through my veins, I can't believe Sam. I ran out of my house to the woods and transformed into my white wolf. I was sprinting through the woods, dodging trees, pushing my body to the limited. I ran until I couldn't run anymore ended being at this meadow that I didn't know even existed I turned back into my human form and just looked at myself in the water. I just crumbled and started crying, I couldn't be angry anymore, didn't want to be angry anymore. I'm a mess up.

"Jordan I'm sorry that I lost control I just couldn't control my anger, we are their luna, we demand respect" Melissa apologized

"I know you are Melissa, I just can't believe how Sam reacted to me...he was so afraid to the point he could not look or touch me. Am I that scary when I am angry"

"you have to remember that you are not an ordinary wolf, your a royal white wolf, who is one of the most powerful and rarest wolves, which is the main reason why you haven't shown anyone your wolf because it's far too dangerous"

Sometimes I feel like being a white wolf doesn't come with as many benefits as most people would think that it does. My parents are the only ones that know about me being a white wolf, I believe that is one of the main reasons why my so-called mother does not favour me because it should have been her precious Vanessa to be the powerful white wolf, not her fat daughter. I just wish that my dad was here. Before I've realised it was dark, I didn't even realise how long I have been at this meadow until I finally looked up into the sky. At that very moment, I remembered that I forgot all about Troy party for Hunter.

author's note:

I would like to write a HUGE apology for ghosting for basically 2 years, I was planning on discontinuing this book but I decided to continue as I have a lot of requests to update, I did this book when I was younger so hopefully, my creativity is still there and I can improve the book I have edited the previous chapters. so thank you for your patience and I hope you enjoy this long-awaited chapter.