Curves for the alpha

chapter 9

Jordan pov

"well I see someone has plans for once," Sam said

"SHIT you scared me, were you ease dropping" I felt like my heart went up my throat then came back down

"mayyyybe" Sam said looking anywhere other than my face

"ANYWAYS what movie do you want to watch,"I asked

"we could watch poltergeist or unfriended"he suggested, which I regret as soon as those words came out of my mouth because for some reason my good friend over there like horror movies and find it completely amusing when he see me either run out of the room or praying to the moon goddess to take me now, which has all happen.

"no we are not going to watch either of those films, what about watching perfect sisters I heard it a good film"I suggested

"Jordan...Jordan...Jordan my young apprentice, you just do not understand I am actually preparing you because while you are scared it gives Troy a perfect opportunity to wrap his big strong arms around your body while you put your face on his chest" for someone who has only ever had 2 boyfriends he is amazing conniving and I love it!!!!!!!!

"yeah that can work I will prefer watching unfriended than watching a film about some ghost knows all your fear"

"okay I'm fine with that I'll put in the movie," Sam said

"Ok we can watch it in the game room, nobody goes in there well beside me and we won't get disturbed by people that shall not be named (if you don't know who I am talking about Vanessa and Kasey) oh and bring some blanket and pillows in the cupboard,"I said

So we went our way preparing for our lazy day, which I think we deserve with this roller coaster of a day and let me tell you something I am not looking forward to when my sisters come home and find Troy here because we all know they have a bag of tricks and they are going to use it to try to make Troy theirs.

'you do know you have way too many insecurities for one person to handle' Melissa said

'well can you blame me, my whole life people around me have called me every fat name in the book, do you really expect me not to at least believe some of it'I replied

' but what teenage girl doesn't have insecurity, and it mainly not your fault Troy not going to leave for them, so get that stupid thought out of your head'

'I know that but I will always feel like I am never good enough and I hate myself for feeling that way'

I know I shouldn't be feeling this way when I have  my mate, but can you really blame me, imagine being in my position right now, your mate is the most powerful and strongest pack in the US, won't you feel that you just be a tad bit afraid that you will not be able to lift up to that title and you will be a complete failure

"JORDAN JORDAN HELLO JORDAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"shouted Sam

"w-w-what were you calling me"

"yes for a matter of fact I was calling you for the past 5 minutes, are you alright it looks like you had an inner battle with yourself," he said, while at the same time walking toward me wrapping his arm around my shoulder

"Yeah I'm fine just thinking let start making the popcorn,"I said